Handling emotion

Roughly this month is not my month; its because this one person. It kind of mixed up. I guess im ok. Handling emotion is really tough.

is it me ?

Its been 2 years i have work with him but then some how or rather this is the most uncomfortable moment i get. I never have this situation before, its like i hate him so much. Every moment i get his sms, instruction or conversation its like one kind of feelings (in anger) that i cant stop towards him. Does it am so emotional or am just being stupid. I hate to do this. Every moment i want to go work, its like a situation where i need to slaughtered a friend. Even worst, when i see his face.

I'm a person who like to discuss of everything, but with him, i feel like i talk to nothing. I feel been betrayed and cheated by my own clan.

I tried to keep it as positive as can be but failed to do so. Maybe this is the test Almighty gave it to me. There must be some reason behind it. I don't know.

Seriously i don't like it. event worst i HATE it.

1st Day After CNY

Its been quite sometime i didnt write in for my blog. enough said that our company prohibited to access right after 8.30 am. Nevertheless, my CNY celebration went well with having a simple "Makan besar" with my SO family. Got the angpow as well..... yeay........

And today is the day i start my work. I guess lots of things need to be done and i will start it in a short while.

Danny,
Happy Chinese New Year to you yeah....... and dun forget that 50-50 portion on your angpow collection. ngeheheheehehehehe

Cheers

My Day today.

Today is the day that i actually cant do my work and full with meeting.

Not really a productive day......

Bali..........

Have i told you that i went to Bali during Deepavali? if i haven't....... yes i went there. Nice place wor..........

so where have i been.......: ?

- Fly in at via Denpasar International Airport. Dont you know that this airport is more frequent compared to Jakarta International Airport? small airport but really with international airlines.

- Straight away went to Ubud and stay at Bagus Jati. Nice place and love the place so much. Its really a peaceful place.
- Went to several Pura ( Balinese temple) where you can see how devoted they are to the spirit and really interesting.
- went shopping in Ubud are where you can see various art and culture which is very different from other part of indonesia.

- Went to a authentic restaurant that served indonesian balinese food. such as bebek Begil and many more that you cant imagine how nice the food is. Excuisite.

- Watch the barongan dance where its one of the icon that must see in Bali.

- went to Tegalalang where this is a place you can see Balinese plant their padi rice on hill and we had a coffee over there and nice embiance. - Went for Tanah Lot where this is one part that you cant be missed.
- Stay at Ayana resort where this is very nice place........ seriously love it so much. Thank you my SO for the moment and stay.

- Watch kechak Dance where this is the dance you can see people worship the fire and have the story behind of each scene.

- Had a moment with my SO at infinity pool at Ayana Resort.

- went to their Sanur beach. Nice sunny and windy beach. - but to me it just overrated lil bit. hehehehehe

Love it,........ haa.........

Cheers

Gym and Their Cynical Jokes

Ever since i join gym, i have tried several gym..... Cali Fitness la.... Celeb Fitness la, My Fitness la, Unknown fitness and also the one i still used and like till now...... Fitness First. Each of these places has their own strength and weakness.... well am not gonna do any SWOT analysis.... takde kerje la buat SWOT analysis to the things that not make any money to me kan!. But what i notice is.... each of their staff like to make a joke about others fitness.......and here's the thing;

Celebrity and California Fitness - Have locker but it does not come with lock. Members has to bring their own locker.

My Fitness - The one and only and to get there is like have to enter all sorts of jam.....

Fitness First - only one place that ppl like to come..... one machine that is sweet and tasty Drink bar....

Haish......... they all don't know what idea to kutuk kot....... so.... that silly thing that use as a fun and attracted other new member to join their gym..... Kesian lei........
For me...... if you wanna work out... at home also can.... as long u know what work out u need and suitable for you and make a habit.
Kutuk la......... i know the true gym that bring benefit and goodness.....*not to back any gym ya....*

Cheers

Me and No hair Issue (takde bulu.....)

During my teenage years, where when my hair has grown in certain part of my body..... i kind of not like it. Maybe because i feels like weird and so not cool or not cute then..... ( feeling kiddo lagi); but then when time goes by..... i guess my hair has grown in a way that i like and certain place that i don't like....definitely i will cut it, trim it or pull it with my hair remover. Under armpit sure i trim, this is because i kind of geli and kind of untidy. Mustache and beard is big NO NO to me.......that is because i looks like Goat.But when i see a guys especially dont have a hair especially at their feet...... i kind of sorry to them, cause it looks like wierd. Pelik kan anak kambing nie...... kekekekekekeke......

Chest hair is like euw............ I classified it as Dada Carpet. Even worst if they have the hair at the back. Haiyoooo...... Me and my best friend fiza don't like it. To her, "more hair more germ...." for me its more like geli aje........ more germ also can take consider and more germ sure more unwanted smell. Yuks........ Man with bad BO is like pengotor lei........

So, trim also has to do la........ it wouldn't take so long la...... just use your hair shave and zas zas zas...... wallah......you look good and nice lor.........I don't want to say on other part of my body..... later Danny sure will comment punya....(woops....whahahahaha)

Till then...... Cheers