Break up

Break up is really hard. Even worst if its comes from a relationship that is almost reach to 7 years, most of our life and soul we have shared with someone that we love deep from our heart.

Today is the mark 1 month i break up with my other half. Various reasons various issues related to it. Its a lie if i say that im happy with this break up. Its a lie if is said i dont love my other half but i have to swallow it and take the fact that i am no longer attached.

I try to move on and look forward. Not as easy as it say.

All i try to do now is be as strong as i could and i need to plan for my own future.

My 2013 Resolutions achievement

Sometimes when we talk about resolution that we made by the end of the previous year, we always says :

"have we accomplished anything or what have we achieved? "

Well for some reasons, i actually have to set several resolutions at least for me to see what have i done and what can i do for a change the next following year and maybe some of my previous resolution can bring it over like to shape up my body to lean and no more muffin top seen (lame rite.. LOL)

So, lets see what have i achieved

Education
1. Complete my thesis and Master and graduate - Done

Body
2. Reduce my weight to 68kg - Achieved at the 1st half of the year then failed on the second half of the year. (Remarks : Bring it to 2014)

Friendship
3. Meet my old friends (special one) - This one actually i didn't planned but yeah…….. I have done it not one but 2 friends. We had a good chance to meet for coffee and exchange stories when we're apart.
4.  Meet a new friends chinese especially - Yup, the numbers are increase.

Personal, Soul and self help
5. Start a reading habit again - Done and love it
6. Wake up in morning to solat subuh every morning - Getting better towards the end of the year
7. Perform Umrah at Mecca and Madinah - Done and would love to go again
8. Not to missed perform solat praying 5 times a day. - Up and down but getting better
9. Try to think positive and better life understanding - I guess getting better  

Financial
10. Clear the Personal Loan - Done
11. Credit Card debt - still not recover and need to do it better with planning and execution in 2014.
12. Saving - Still weak and should be more saving every month.

Career
13. Try to get a job by July/ August - Not success because of few reason and current economic condition.

Overall in 2013, i have achieved many things and things getting better towards the end of the year. Let have a good resolution for 2014.

Cheers  

Ask / Force to get Marry

I guess i have shared this on my previous post which i don't know when...ngehehehehehhe 

At my age range, normally they already married, have a wife / husband, have a house, have a car, have a kids and doing all the life cycle as a married people. Normally! 

But now, I'm not at that life cycle. Where I'm not marry yet, i have a car, and i'm enjoy the life that i have now. The good part is, i can do what ever i want to do, go where ever i want to go and etc etc etc. The not so good about it, well let just straight to the point where people asking me this dislike question 

"Why are you not marry yet?" 

People at this age already have kids, so when is ur turn? 

It depends on my situations at that time to respond it. If i like to make fun about it, i just answer it in a joke way. But normally i just say Its not my time yet or i haven't found someone suitable (which lead to few more questions / remarks after that) or i just simply answered to any reasons that i could think of. 

To be honest, I'm quite fed up to respond to it and even worst force me to get marry. So, just now i get an idea where I'm going to answer 

"so, who is going to get marry, is it me or u?, If you want to get marry, please go ahead. Don't force me"

I don't care  

  

Hometown Mode of transportation

My hometown is Kota Bharu, and being me as a simple person and sometimes try to find ways that i can budget minimum way to go back to my hometown is normally I take an express bus. But the things that i hate most about  this mode of transportation is 

1. Putra Bus Station is not well maintained in a proper way especially their ventilation and public toilet and Surau 

2. Traveling time is like killing me (7 hour of traveling journey). 

3. The price of flight ticket is way expensive. Neither Malaysia Airlines or Airasia or even worst Fireflyz 

4. Take a train is so NOT my travel style which is 13 hours traveling time. 

5. Seriously i am lazy to drive alone to Kota Bharu because of the budget, and energy saving purpose

Since Bus is the choice, I choose comfortable since we cant force them to improve (shorten) on the traveling journeys and Bus Express company realized the trend and needs of their passenger, nowadays, most of the bus are 3 seats in a row. That is single seat and double. Single seat is my preference. Unless I don't have any option to choose and they always travel at night where they will arrive in Kota Bharu around 5 - 6 am next day. 

But then, thanks to the people who believe in the Economic of scale concept and find an alternatives to make price go lower than the current competitive market price, Malindo Air was born. They actually did mentioned on the chosen destination route and of cause Kota Bharu is one of their destination. So, i just wait when they going to launched their route in Kota Bharu without i realized it that they have launched it few months ago. 

Co incidentally, i went back to my hometown and Bus is my mode and by the time to go back kl, i was like hesitate to take the bus again. So i have decided to check out the flight ticket first and in my mind i just say if the price below than RM 150, i just grab it. I guess God want to help me, where on the way to the MAS, Fireflyz or AirAsia counter, suddenly i notice the Malindo Air. Straight away i ask how much for one-way to KL, and they give the answer that make me smile and want it right away. RM 70 and they landed at Subang Airport. I dont have to go to klia-lcct where it is so far and tiring, and Subang Airport are quite easy to get the taxi to Kelana Jaya LRT station. 

So now, to go back to my hometown, Malindo Air or MAS is my Mode of Transportation.

p/s ok, i know this is a lame story ngehehehehehehehehe  

Madonna - Vogue - MTV Awards 1990

While i do some readings in internet, facebook-ing and YouTube-ing, suddenly i saw this video clip Madonna - Vogue and all i can say is








ok, i'm out of word.

Popularity Seeker

Each of us have different character and it depends on each of the individual to compromise, adapt, accept, avoid, stop or anything that you can think to it. I dont know why but i find it funny to this kind of people who are seeking for the popularity. Whether as a star popularity or non star popularity to me are just the same. They willing to do anything to get that "the light of popularity". 

I like all the stories about this popularity concept, but im not seeking for it. I would rather be a guy that just have my own simple world. Popularity is so not my thing.  

Kinky fun

I guess when mentioned the word kinky in this modern-"super informative"-creative imagination world,  most of us know what is it. What they dont know about this kinky is the type of the kinky played and terms used for that particular kinky subject. But, more less for some layman understanding is just the same. 

Im not going to brief the type of kinky or what so ever, but what i just want to share something that i heard, see, watch, and bla bla bla bla. The way i noticed about this kinky thing is they like to get pain in order to reach their sexual satisfaction desire. Which, if the other people see or heard bout it, they will shock, jaw drop, wide eyes open and finished it with shaking their head (left-right-left) to show that this is so not their things.  

Leather, tied-up, vibrate dildo, role play, slavery, outdoor sex, melted candle dripping on body, exhibitionist, spanking, torture, solo raping by many people, bla bla bla....... (you name it) is among the common that we understand it is refer to this kinky stuff. What i want to share with you is this really disgusting, dirty, euwww gross, and until can vomit all the meals from stomach. One of it is "Faeces Fest" and second is "Golden Shower". I actually unfortunately got the opportunity see this video recording show they eat the "faeces or the shit" spread on a slice of bread right after they do the No.2. This is done by the Japanese people (owh well, what can we say, some of japanese people are so weird and un thinkable / imaginable). 

It was actually my friend who watched it those video and i unfortunately coincident enter to his room. I just blindly kaypohchee see what video is all about and it hit to the spot to the slot that i mentioned just now. So, quickly i say euwwwwww and get out cause i cant barely watched it anymore. And the part where i have seen it, been stored in one tiny part in my brain and sometimes appear whenever i heard or talking about this kinky or disgusting stuff that human can do. 

Other thing that i mentioned is this "Golden shower" thing. I was like what the hell is this? So again, with the kaypohchee to the something weird set of mind that i have in my brain, i look what does it mean from the internet. Found it and I was like........ 

WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Euwwwwwwwwwww 

Golden Shower is where one person pee on the other person body or face and both of them like it so much. It really make them turned ON by doing that. Even, the article said they even drink it while the other persons pee. 

So again, with the information that i've read about the "Golden Shower" and my so called wild-creative-that-so-not-in-the-right-place created by my humble-innocent-brain, it has been stored together with the "Faeces Fest". 

Speechless