my 2012 Start

How this thing all starts........

My final exam start 8 days after New Year come in and at the same time am actually struggling with the assignment that need to complete before 31st Dec 2011.

Lesson Learn -

1. Do your assignment as efficient and as fast with a good preparation earlier.

2. I actually did, but not that good and effective enough.

Complete assignment on time with the good cooperation from group mate and at the same time i manage to do my revision while doing the assignment. Not to forget with the drama that i get from one of my trouble teammate. The exam? i think I'm prepare for more thrill in the future. I have some more planning for the next following semester and complete with my studies and start to have my own plan for my future. Not to forget shift from what I've been through all these years to a better life with Person that i love most in my life and together with my family.

Lesson learn -

1. Life is not easy and unexpected. Enjoy, learn and cherish it while you can do it.

2. I believe i am adult and i can handle this.

3. Be prepare for that.

thats life.

SO birthday

Yesterday is my SO birthday. Despite of long distance relationship, chat via BBM most of the time regards on anything, travel together, know the place together and jokes about bimbo (which refer to me indeed) ,up and down, and many more with each other; i believe i can always be thankful and blessed to my SO cause this is THE BEST relationship i gained with my SO.

Happy Birthday to my Beloved SO. I love u so much and always do. No one take a good care of me and vice versa and ths is DEFINITELY the Best relationship i had in my life. Muah

This is the first time i had the longest relationship in my life with my Love one. i guess i never had this precious relationship like this ever before beside my family and friends love. Look at it i agreed with my SO principle on relationship

1. Share to each other of anything
2. Trust and keep the trust as precious as can be.
3. Jealous can be applied yet in a right way.
4. Jokes and laugh always bind the relationship more
5. Sex is a must. NO Matter what. Relationship without SEX is like nay to relationship.
6. Understanding each other is a MUST.

7. Always spend time between each other. no matter long or short. in my case i spend time with BBM to chat.
8. You can have friends of your own but kindly Please don't cheat or hide to your partner cause that is the disease that could kill your relationship.

I believe that's more like it that make our relationship last longer despite of long distance relationship.

Love you so much dear.
anak kambing

Masterchef US & Junior Masterchef

and

Am not working today. Well with "enjoy of doing nothing", i just lay down on couch and watch Masterchef US and Junior Masterchef.

Remind me of myself of the cooking skills. I practically love cooking. I have a diploma in Chef Training. I have been in several hotel for the practical training. The part that i like most is pastry and appertiser. I just love cooking.

Talking why i didn't continue my skill instead, its just because i just love to cook not to work. Some people know their strength and weakness and i know that i cant be in this industry as a cook only.

Simply amazing on cooking.

Smart Look

It start with simple change....... well to be exact i start to wear tie again to office. It create a hype among my office mate...... lol... everybody keep asking me why i wear tie to office and never done that before. Basically its just a slight new change that i like and i will continue till the next change.

Some like my new appearance and others are just curious with my new change. Lots of things happen to me lately. If am not mistaken, ever since last year till now. To be frank, i really thank to everybody that made me change especially to Allah Al mighty. There a reason behind it and definitely the Cherish meaning is there. Although it does caught in pain and really boost in a deep cuts but never ever regret it.

All i do right now is just be me and Am ready for more and willing to take it from deep in my heart.

Alhamdulillah.

See view from window

One of my favourite behaviour is see the view from the window. Its fine for me whether its in the city or forest view; as long it will bring peace in my mind.

I guess I have turn myself a cityboy. Am ok with the fast flow of car, the sound and the building.

And now am standing beside the window from 6th floor at Ampang Puteri Hospital. I can see view from here the MRR2, Flamingo Hotel and affiliates, Petrol Station, Keramat area, and AKLEH Highway.

Aman......
Hehhehehe

Masjid and Church.....

Masjid

Church

Like the place cause of :

1. Peaceful.

2. Clean

3. Calm

Been to masjid and during my childhood time, i like to hang out in surau for reading and study. Even during my study in university, i feel so peace and manage to study. alhamdulillah.

WH Question

How can i achieve my dream ?
Have i achieve my dream ?
What am i dream and want ?
Am i just a dreamer or i can achieve of what i dream?
Am i a good person ?
Do my friend like me as who i am?
Am i treat my friends very well?
Who am i?
where am i? Life? Career? friendship?
How am i doing? Well or just so so?
Should i just be like this? should i go more?
Am i a good colleague?
Why some of my project not doing very well?
Why am still not happy with my work?
What do i want now?
What i really want now?
Why am still not satisfied even from me?
Which section do i like?
Which direction i want to choose?

Well!!!!!!!!
Me still not satisfied with me, thats for sure.

BLUR Syndromme

Am in my office on PUBLIC HOLIDAY. First initial plan is to do my work. BUT guess what. I yet do my work and still blur and have no idea what should i do first. Lot of things i need to do and finish...... but i still not start my BLOODY Work. All i do since now is surf FACEBOOK, read my blog, update my blog, read other peoples blog, and day dreaming.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BENCI

HATE DAY DREAMING.

250 article

250

The number that i always like. Its can consider a quarter, can consider half of the half, and its unique. My article and opinion has reach to 250 article and i really love it every minutes, second and always cherish every moment when i type it up in my blog.

Alhamdullillah, my opinion still stand and i will always share what do i think and at the same time it helps to remind me of who i am, where i have been, where have i gone through, my history, my future, my presence, my sad, my joy, my love, everything came from me.

I will always be me.

Till then, Cheers..........Nicq

Cant be in competition mode.

Life is wonderful and colourful. At the same time life can be challenging in many kind and expect. To me, what ever it is, i will take it positively and adapt it so that i will not been label as anti social. At the same time, i just be myself and do what ever i like it. But what i dont like is follower.....what do i mean bout it is......people buy car, they want car too...... people buy branded stuff, they also dont want to miss out too......

Well i dont mind to buy things that they like but when this things happen like this, does it annoyed you........

I know i do. I have a friends tend to do that in fact he put me as a competitor. Really make me wonder, Don't they just tired. They will do this till they getting old though cause i know some do that........

My idea of couple

Loving, care, understanding, simple, together, dont lie, talk always, express the unsatisfied matters, find a new things, cherish each other, cheese cake, lontong, Chinese food, pasta, take picture, tell what i dont like, tell what i like, tell what i love and tell what i hate, listen what my partner like and dont like, prefer, love and hate and remember and vice versa, share hobby, reading, share info, books, magazine, fashion, clothes, travel, lunch, dinner, music, theater, design, furniture, swimming, work out, perfume, forever, forgive the past and not repeat.

Gaucho Steak

Went to one of Argentinian Restaurant at Chulan Square and this is the steak i had over there and i should say one thing........ Really not the same of what i had i London. They cook it like local taste. Not the real taste of Argentinian steak. Sorry mate, this is my honest opinion.

Make me missed the London and all bout it. : p

Cheers

Mandarin Hotel - SEGAMAT

Went to Segamat for family friends for wedding invitation, they have placed us at Mandarin Hotel. Well to be frank, after stayed in several hotel, i more selective on staying over one nite in stranger location. I would like to have a decent place where i can feel comfortable and not SCARY!!!!!!!

Once we reach Segamat, we look out the Hotel and manage to found the hotel. First impression when i saw the Hotel is big OWH MY GOD. Its more like cheap hotel and please dont expect Five STAR service nor facility.

When we enter to the room, the aircond is hot, bed is so sad......, toilet cant lock, they have scary look and smell of toilet, and other things that u really cant imagine but you will get it. Scary but have to close one eye just for one night.

I guess i have change myself a city boy and that's scares me alot.........

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Excited

I don't know why but then maybe its always a reminder for me in the future and even rite now, am always practice it which I have to act cool and calm.

Yup I know, you don't actually understand what am I saying... Hehehehe, its like this, everything I do or look forward to have, I always make sure that I'm not too excited. I have to mantain my coolness and not to think it too much. Or else, I will get easily when things not going to be exactly what I hope.

Several time, I encounter the over excited inciden and it really frust me up. But then when I act cool about it, later it turn to un expected surprises. Hehehhehe Trust me.

For this I should say
" Be Calm and except weakness. You will get something worth later on."

Till then, what's ur expectation.
Cheers

Love is in the Air

Last nite on my way back home, i stop by at Pump station to refill the fuel. Just about to enter the petrol station at the side of the road, i saw one middle age couple walk by and holding hands. They are so like love bird and Loving each other. They dont shy to show how in-love they are to the public.

Look at Love bird couple, make me wonder.......... why they can have the best love and why some other people still searching their true love. Lot of things occurs and many thing related to every each individual. No one can be blame in this part and on correct answer for this matters.

But then one thing for sure to make relationship last longer and Till death do us part is Trust, honest, loyal, tolerant, understanding and sincere. Although lot of question you want to raised but then , the fact is the fact. No change no question after that. Look at other people, why they can and what make you cant have it or take it.

Its in your mind and your heart mate........ its really important for yourself.

Till then, Cheers mate

Morning Rain

Wake up this morning and straight i notice from the sound of rain pour heavily. Lazy to wake up but then i like it actually because i can feel the breeze and cool at the same time. So, wake up and do necesarry things during morning.

Look outside, it does remind me of several incident happened to me since my childhood time and till now. Lately, i start to look back of what i have been through. Maybe its because my age will be turn to 3-series or i have become matured...... i dont really know bout it.

Moreless its really make me wonder of who am i again.......well.....

"This too shall pass"

Sad huh? well thats life though........

Till then, not so cheers ....... hehehehehe

Blur

I always think, every single things happen, sure there is a reason. Not only bad things happen give you a clue or a sign but, good deed too.....

I don't know what happen to me but this week is not my ordinary week. I have turn myself not easy, can't perform very well, blur most of the time,my bos keep remind me my work, and lot of thing that many things which is I used to say " Soooo not me!".

I learned my lesson and I really thank to Almighty cause show me the right thing.

That's all mate.....
Cheers