Let me tell you a secret........... ya rite, tell a secret in this channel meaning tell to everybody........
I actually have no idea what to tell at this moment cause i just took a few minutes only from my work task to do this bloody blog kuikuikuikui........
Tell you what, how bout let me finish my work first..... then i know what issue should i tell and share to all of ya.
Cheers mate
Friday, June 13, 2008
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Being Me
Let see this quote
" Its you to decide who you want to be. No one else can change that except God al-Mighty "
When im thinking of that phrase, its really true enough to judge who we are and what kind of person we would like to be. The prove is there and it always related and reflected to what you do.
The main reason this feature's came up when i like to observe people behaviour. Working in big entity, we can see a lot kind of behaviour. Some of them work as an Executive till they retired. Others; they work hard to get a better position. Some of them tried to work harder but then not smart enough in approached. At the end, they only get just ok judgement and maybe the position they expect might not be achieved. Some, they do smart move and they can go up easily.
To me as a human, of course i want to get well paid and good position with a better role. But how am i going to achieve, i still doing it and looking the opportunity. By looking the opportunity that have over ere, its really a chance and what result i want to have...... hmmmmmmm later i will show to myself. ( ya what, why should i satisfied you where im suppose to show to myself that im able to get that and dream on....... kekekekekekeke)
Guys,
or girls
What ever you do, please priority to yourself first cause at the end of the day its you who going to enjoy all your effort. Others like ur love one, your family and your friends, they just share your joy. Sometime, they dont even understand or know what joy you had in your mind.
Why do i say this, of course all my stories came from my observation rite and i always put me as a guinea pig to get the exposure and experience. Relate to my stories, previously my body shape is not that nice, with belly , got the figure but lazy to work out. Till one day, i decide to start work out and start control on daily diet. Now, im not only like my body ( cheh perasan but its true though ) , but then i have my confident back. Have a try and you will know what do i mean. But then it has to be continuously. Think about it.
Till then, Cheers
" Its you to decide who you want to be. No one else can change that except God al-Mighty "
When im thinking of that phrase, its really true enough to judge who we are and what kind of person we would like to be. The prove is there and it always related and reflected to what you do.
The main reason this feature's came up when i like to observe people behaviour. Working in big entity, we can see a lot kind of behaviour. Some of them work as an Executive till they retired. Others; they work hard to get a better position. Some of them tried to work harder but then not smart enough in approached. At the end, they only get just ok judgement and maybe the position they expect might not be achieved. Some, they do smart move and they can go up easily.
To me as a human, of course i want to get well paid and good position with a better role. But how am i going to achieve, i still doing it and looking the opportunity. By looking the opportunity that have over ere, its really a chance and what result i want to have...... hmmmmmmm later i will show to myself. ( ya what, why should i satisfied you where im suppose to show to myself that im able to get that and dream on....... kekekekekekeke)
Guys,
or girls
What ever you do, please priority to yourself first cause at the end of the day its you who going to enjoy all your effort. Others like ur love one, your family and your friends, they just share your joy. Sometime, they dont even understand or know what joy you had in your mind.
Why do i say this, of course all my stories came from my observation rite and i always put me as a guinea pig to get the exposure and experience. Relate to my stories, previously my body shape is not that nice, with belly , got the figure but lazy to work out. Till one day, i decide to start work out and start control on daily diet. Now, im not only like my body ( cheh perasan but its true though ) , but then i have my confident back. Have a try and you will know what do i mean. But then it has to be continuously. Think about it.
Till then, Cheers
Memories - shopping
When i was a little kid and watch movie or tv bout shopping; its always amaze me. Why? i tell you why................
They always portrayed that shopping is heaven. Go and test the shirt, dress and trousers on and on and after the whole day shopping you can see they brought back bunch of paper bag with branded name appear on the bag. The actor or actress took the shirt and raise up to the air to see what colour, nice design, does it suitable on him or her, etc etc etc.
They make shopping is fun, you enjoy with what you doing and at the same time it make you feels its worth for you to buy those cloth.
I went out with my friends after work yesterday after so long i have not see him and chat with him. At first we plan for a dinner and chat only, but it come with additional activities which is " Shopping......."
Try this shirt, that shirt, then get other person opinion, like the design where the shirts and pants suites with the person who wears its and feels you worth it. ........seriously its fun.. For me, i just help them give the honest opinion what its nice for them to wear by not making them a Fashion victim. If its ugly i say its ugly. If it just ok, i say just ok with no sparks when you wear it or the colour does not sparks or making you looks fabulous. I managed not to buy anything last night cause i already spend almost RM 500 for this month salary. What i bought - 2 pair of Bosini office pants, a pair of Esprit's cargo crew cut pants and a shirt that i really love it when im wear it. All of this i bought without plan. How was that. hehehehehehehehehehhehe shopping therapy i suppose.
Ok back to my friends shopping spree last nite, not only am happy to see they shopping, but then im happy when they feels worth buying it. Of course im not influence them to buy it, but i encourage them to buy......... thats is the key word............. kekekekekekekke
If you want me to help you and encourage you to buy things, Im in......... hehehehehehehehehe. Glad to help other people when they need help. Later i will tell you about " Feels good with Shopping therapy"
Till then, Cheers
They always portrayed that shopping is heaven. Go and test the shirt, dress and trousers on and on and after the whole day shopping you can see they brought back bunch of paper bag with branded name appear on the bag. The actor or actress took the shirt and raise up to the air to see what colour, nice design, does it suitable on him or her, etc etc etc.
They make shopping is fun, you enjoy with what you doing and at the same time it make you feels its worth for you to buy those cloth.
I went out with my friends after work yesterday after so long i have not see him and chat with him. At first we plan for a dinner and chat only, but it come with additional activities which is " Shopping......."
Try this shirt, that shirt, then get other person opinion, like the design where the shirts and pants suites with the person who wears its and feels you worth it. ........seriously its fun.. For me, i just help them give the honest opinion what its nice for them to wear by not making them a Fashion victim. If its ugly i say its ugly. If it just ok, i say just ok with no sparks when you wear it or the colour does not sparks or making you looks fabulous. I managed not to buy anything last night cause i already spend almost RM 500 for this month salary. What i bought - 2 pair of Bosini office pants, a pair of Esprit's cargo crew cut pants and a shirt that i really love it when im wear it. All of this i bought without plan. How was that. hehehehehehehehehehhehe shopping therapy i suppose.
Ok back to my friends shopping spree last nite, not only am happy to see they shopping, but then im happy when they feels worth buying it. Of course im not influence them to buy it, but i encourage them to buy......... thats is the key word............. kekekekekekekke
If you want me to help you and encourage you to buy things, Im in......... hehehehehehehehehe. Glad to help other people when they need help. Later i will tell you about " Feels good with Shopping therapy"
Till then, Cheers
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Catch up with friend
Went back home after work yesterday quite late. On the way back, i gave a call to one of my close friends and pick him up from his office.
As usual, being a good buddy he asked me how am i doing and share few things like what he do on weekend, his life and his problem. One of the question, he asked me bout my love. I have to tell him the truth bout my relationship where we are no longer attached to each other. No need to further the conversation. Just enough only me and a very close person know how break up happen and what cause of my break up.
Even in this blog, the story i tell just a shallow on the break up story. Then, when he knew that i already break up, he said that he has the kind of feeling this situation will be happen. Not he wish this things happen but then the sense is there. He gave an explanation what do he feels why my relationship will end up with break up. Partially he got the point. Am not saying what he said is 100% true but some of the point he hit to the right point.
When im think it back, why after the break up our close friends would tell. Not before. Is it because they dont want to hurt his friends feelings cause seeing his friends is in love? Afraid that their friendship with destroy cause of saying what he feels. or what.........
This situation happen before when previously before i attached with my ex significant other, bout my ex. When i introduce my ex to most of my friends, they accept it and say pity me cause they say i deserved to have better person but not with my ex. Not just pity, but with other reason match to the situation. I knew all this stories and their concern only after when i told them that im no longer with my ex.
But only my blog partner tell straight away what do he feels about all my relationship since with my ex and with my ex significant other. He tell bout how my ex cheat me even in front of me, how my ex significant other treat me. I took it his advice and analyse on the situation. My best buddy Fiza, did the same thing. I really appreciate that.
being me and being a basic human, we tend to ignore all the advice even though we already know bout it. Why, just because of the simple 4 letter word...... L O V E. Its really totally true with LOVE, we tend to forget, blind, argue, fight ignore, stupid and anything bad involve with it. And with LOVE as well it remind, hold, bind, best feeling, happy, cherish , smart and anything best involve with it. Its really need guts to the person who in LOVE to see what situation involved in.
For me, i still know what is my focus and priority and only with the experience that i gain from several incident matured me and help me to see who i am and what do i want to be. What bout you guys.....
Till then, cheers
As usual, being a good buddy he asked me how am i doing and share few things like what he do on weekend, his life and his problem. One of the question, he asked me bout my love. I have to tell him the truth bout my relationship where we are no longer attached to each other. No need to further the conversation. Just enough only me and a very close person know how break up happen and what cause of my break up.
Even in this blog, the story i tell just a shallow on the break up story. Then, when he knew that i already break up, he said that he has the kind of feeling this situation will be happen. Not he wish this things happen but then the sense is there. He gave an explanation what do he feels why my relationship will end up with break up. Partially he got the point. Am not saying what he said is 100% true but some of the point he hit to the right point.
When im think it back, why after the break up our close friends would tell. Not before. Is it because they dont want to hurt his friends feelings cause seeing his friends is in love? Afraid that their friendship with destroy cause of saying what he feels. or what.........
This situation happen before when previously before i attached with my ex significant other, bout my ex. When i introduce my ex to most of my friends, they accept it and say pity me cause they say i deserved to have better person but not with my ex. Not just pity, but with other reason match to the situation. I knew all this stories and their concern only after when i told them that im no longer with my ex.
But only my blog partner tell straight away what do he feels about all my relationship since with my ex and with my ex significant other. He tell bout how my ex cheat me even in front of me, how my ex significant other treat me. I took it his advice and analyse on the situation. My best buddy Fiza, did the same thing. I really appreciate that.
being me and being a basic human, we tend to ignore all the advice even though we already know bout it. Why, just because of the simple 4 letter word...... L O V E. Its really totally true with LOVE, we tend to forget, blind, argue, fight ignore, stupid and anything bad involve with it. And with LOVE as well it remind, hold, bind, best feeling, happy, cherish , smart and anything best involve with it. Its really need guts to the person who in LOVE to see what situation involved in.
For me, i still know what is my focus and priority and only with the experience that i gain from several incident matured me and help me to see who i am and what do i want to be. What bout you guys.....
Till then, cheers
Monday, June 9, 2008
Weekend - Saturday
Woke up by 10.00 am, lepak till noon. At the mean time i finish the laundry. Thank god with the technology there's invention called Washing Machine. kekekekekekekeke.
I went out with this fella, his name is Khai or kay. Nice person but definitely don't judge person at the first met. Dangerous cause you might not know what will happen in the future. Nothing much to tell except went for a late lunch together with his housemate and accompany him to cut his hair. ( OK guys, i know you think that seem like i want to find a replace for the ex significant other......... but no am not. To be frank, i still love him and i really wish he will be back to me)
After that bout 6 i went out with my adik angkat Naz. We went to Federal hotel for the SuperModelWorld contest. Yes guys, supermodel. But transgender ok.......... Pondan drag. Seriously, you will shock when you see cause some of them really transform. See it first you will know what i mean.
I really had fun, not just the event but then of what i saw. Mengutuk baju toksah cakap la kan. cara jalan and banyak lagi ah.......
After the event finish, went to Lanson Place where Suresh Kumar Naidu and the gang stay and we had a chat and bring up all the uum and ghost stories. Really man......... seronok giler dengan bilik dia, their bed........ urgh.......... i want to do it again. when....... Hmmmmmmm will see when. whahahahahahaha. I accidentally sleep till i terjaga and no body not there already. macam mana nie. Went back home by 6, and pray subuh and continue sleep till 12.30. whahahahhahahaa, nasib baik semayang subuh. Kalau tak...... keekekekekekekekkekekeke , alah, macam tak biasa......
Woke up, and just lay back. Still i have to go out cause i have promise with Dr Firdaus. We went to One Utama cause he want to find the jeans and hook me as well to buy a cargo crew long pants and really gorgeous shirt. I really love that shirt. seriously. If i know how to upload the pic, i will put it in. After that, send him to pudu station cause he want to go back to Ipoh and back by 10.00. Tired but then i really enjoy my weekend.
How bout your weekend babe...........
till then, Cheers
I went out with this fella, his name is Khai or kay. Nice person but definitely don't judge person at the first met. Dangerous cause you might not know what will happen in the future. Nothing much to tell except went for a late lunch together with his housemate and accompany him to cut his hair. ( OK guys, i know you think that seem like i want to find a replace for the ex significant other......... but no am not. To be frank, i still love him and i really wish he will be back to me)
After that bout 6 i went out with my adik angkat Naz. We went to Federal hotel for the SuperModelWorld contest. Yes guys, supermodel. But transgender ok.......... Pondan drag. Seriously, you will shock when you see cause some of them really transform. See it first you will know what i mean.
I really had fun, not just the event but then of what i saw. Mengutuk baju toksah cakap la kan. cara jalan and banyak lagi ah.......
After the event finish, went to Lanson Place where Suresh Kumar Naidu and the gang stay and we had a chat and bring up all the uum and ghost stories. Really man......... seronok giler dengan bilik dia, their bed........ urgh.......... i want to do it again. when....... Hmmmmmmm will see when. whahahahahahaha. I accidentally sleep till i terjaga and no body not there already. macam mana nie. Went back home by 6, and pray subuh and continue sleep till 12.30. whahahahhahahaa, nasib baik semayang subuh. Kalau tak...... keekekekekekekekkekekeke , alah, macam tak biasa......
Woke up, and just lay back. Still i have to go out cause i have promise with Dr Firdaus. We went to One Utama cause he want to find the jeans and hook me as well to buy a cargo crew long pants and really gorgeous shirt. I really love that shirt. seriously. If i know how to upload the pic, i will put it in. After that, send him to pudu station cause he want to go back to Ipoh and back by 10.00. Tired but then i really enjoy my weekend.
How bout your weekend babe...........
till then, Cheers
Weekend
Its start from friday nite where i met up with my ex significant other to give back his things that he gave to me. At the mean time, he asked me to pick him up at Seputeh Condo and straight to his place.
Being him, to me, he's always him. With the cheer face, cheer and nice with any outfits. Thats his speciality. I guess thats one of the point why i attract to him. I have to take the fact of what i have before with him.
He direct me to his new place. Its actually an old place. The building and the area kind of rural. Surprisingly, its really cooling. Space is big and with the right arrangement and right furniture, it does look so nice. He offer me to stay a night with him, but then i have to say no. There are few factor why i have to say no, one of it i dont want to bring a bad impression to other household in the house. Orang melayu cakap, tak mahu timbulkan syak wasangka.
Then i left about 11 am and met my friend at Bandar Tasik Selatan and after that straight to My hang out place at Taman Bunga Raya, Malis. Met Muja, Fenda and others. But most of the time, me, muja and fenda and halim. Chat, Mengutuk mengata, update any news and follow with umpat and add some spice to make the story fun to hear. I found out that Muja already break up with his significant other......." way to go Muja, you should do that long time ago........"
Back home by 3 am and get as sleep straight away........ by how.... hmmmmmm not even a piece of cloth. I loike....whahahahahahaha i wish...... only applicable if special person sleep beside me ok.
Being him, to me, he's always him. With the cheer face, cheer and nice with any outfits. Thats his speciality. I guess thats one of the point why i attract to him. I have to take the fact of what i have before with him.
He direct me to his new place. Its actually an old place. The building and the area kind of rural. Surprisingly, its really cooling. Space is big and with the right arrangement and right furniture, it does look so nice. He offer me to stay a night with him, but then i have to say no. There are few factor why i have to say no, one of it i dont want to bring a bad impression to other household in the house. Orang melayu cakap, tak mahu timbulkan syak wasangka.
Then i left about 11 am and met my friend at Bandar Tasik Selatan and after that straight to My hang out place at Taman Bunga Raya, Malis. Met Muja, Fenda and others. But most of the time, me, muja and fenda and halim. Chat, Mengutuk mengata, update any news and follow with umpat and add some spice to make the story fun to hear. I found out that Muja already break up with his significant other......." way to go Muja, you should do that long time ago........"
Back home by 3 am and get as sleep straight away........ by how.... hmmmmmm not even a piece of cloth. I loike....whahahahahahaha i wish...... only applicable if special person sleep beside me ok.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Observation
Lets put it this way,
Normally, when we're so happy or too satisfied of what we had at that point, we never tried to look back or appreciate of what we have until somethings bad happen to our lives. I guess it happen to me. Ignore and being thinking that those things is not important to you always make it habit..
After the break up thingy, im actually start to understand bit by bit of what had happen to me of the past. what have i done, what is my focus, what things that i need etc etc. To be honest, when im in love or in relationship, i tend to forget my good buddy, my family ( cause im afraid that they might know what is my hidden activities, my friends and the environment. Not to say they are no longer exist when im in relationship, but then i kind da put a distance on it. I still go out with them, hang out but then the boundary is there.
When break up happen, i feel lost. Feels like no body wants to be with me and am alone in this world. The Almighty is always a fair to us. He always know what to do and understand. To be frank, when im at this position, i start to understand and trying to fix it i suppose and make it right after all the wrong things i have done.
This basically is my small journal that when i look it back, a reminder to me. i hope this will work.
Have a thought about it.
Till then, cheers
Normally, when we're so happy or too satisfied of what we had at that point, we never tried to look back or appreciate of what we have until somethings bad happen to our lives. I guess it happen to me. Ignore and being thinking that those things is not important to you always make it habit..
After the break up thingy, im actually start to understand bit by bit of what had happen to me of the past. what have i done, what is my focus, what things that i need etc etc. To be honest, when im in love or in relationship, i tend to forget my good buddy, my family ( cause im afraid that they might know what is my hidden activities, my friends and the environment. Not to say they are no longer exist when im in relationship, but then i kind da put a distance on it. I still go out with them, hang out but then the boundary is there.
When break up happen, i feel lost. Feels like no body wants to be with me and am alone in this world. The Almighty is always a fair to us. He always know what to do and understand. To be frank, when im at this position, i start to understand and trying to fix it i suppose and make it right after all the wrong things i have done.
This basically is my small journal that when i look it back, a reminder to me. i hope this will work.
Have a thought about it.
Till then, cheers
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