Dear Blog

Dear Blog, 

I have a problem. I know that now I'm in short semester and i only have 5 classes to attend and i only take 2 subjects, but i always face the same problem every time i wanna do my studies, i always need to seek my mood and conflict internally before i could start my study. 

Last semester, it drag me almost a week with internal conflict, before i could start my reading books or do my assignment and this semester i guess because it short semester, the conflict has shorten its time period as well as in 1 day an half. But STILL an internal conflict. Haih sienz. 

The mood can be distracted sometimes by a simple or shall i say SILLY things like 

1. Am hungry - hungry cannot study well. (excuse) 

2. BBM/Whatsapp/FB or SMS come in. Im sure wanna kaypohchee and prolonged it. 

3. My Brother watch tv. (i always turn ON TV but volume to mute when i study alone)- This one not an excuse. 

4. Any silly excuse that i can think of. 

So, How? 

But a good news is, errr i can study and focus. It just i need to jump up the starting point before i start my study. 

There, thats my concern blog. I know this won't help me much, but i certainly enjoy reading it in the future like i did. LOL 

Cheers  

Confident FB Post 2

Another sacarstic statement that i post in my fb statement is

Dia is not my threat. I just define that person as Lalat that sometimes meng"annoying"kan.

So, why bother.

Confident FB post

I like to post something at my fb and recently i did it again.......

"I may not as leaned and have a 6 pax abs like you...... but i am WAY................. Taller, better and wiser than you". 

Muahahahahahahaha *evil laugh start*. 

No plastics

Its been 1 month plus i didn't blog....... lots of things to talk but when it come to the screen, i was like n mood to tell you a story. ngehehehehehehe 

but this time, let me share you one thing 

Last Saturday i went to buy lunch nearby at bukit indah, so after select what i want, i go to the counter to pay. While i took the money to pay, this makcik wanna pack my food polysterene inside the plastic bag. Straight away i said "no need the plastic bag".

She kind of stunned. I continued and say that no need to waste it. She replied and said "not nice hold that polystyrene just like that. I just smile and went out. 

Sometimes, we need to start by NOT using the plastic bag. No need the local authority say and keep remind us for this. it has to start from us.    

Curse Term

Me and my SO always have a short form for us to describe or addressing someone that caught our intention. Like "ting" refer to the good looking person and many more.

I also have my own personal curse short form like "kiki la....." that means Puki la...... and many2 more.

Damn bad right. but well...... sometime i need those to entertain myself. Muahahahahaha

Cheers

Self Challenging

Last year i should say its not my year. I quit my job, self internal break-down and experiencing several situation that it does not on a pleasant to remember; i have spoke about this with my friends and coincidently she is taurus zodiac same like me and we share same thought...... 2011 is not our year. 

When i think about it, yes it does give me hassle and problem however i do believe things happen with a reason and all those reason will bring benefits to myself and better situation in the future.  

These few days as well, i always have a wise quote and some direction that i have thought that mainly meant to me. God is fair and know what he is doing. 

I am glad that he always give me direction. Alhamdulillah. 

Quote

Sat at the lounge with my SO and suddenly i heard a conversation from a table beside us

Sometimes, its not perfection you seek,its the change for a better person that you need most. 


Love the quote