Swimming Instructor

Went to KLPac to watch theater of Swimming Instructor. I bring one of my good friends syed. He has meeting in KL and at night he is terribly bored stay in the room. So i just gave him a call and he agreed to follow me.

The play is so simple yet meaningful. Its about the person, the relationship, pass history, the family problem issues caused a trauma to child, the stress, the go getter, the dream, the out of closet and the LOVE.

I always like to watch the play. Its entertaining and at the same time it really bring some idea and open up peoples mind with the jokes, stories even the word said inside the play.

The actors and actress did well, although in the Swimming instructor just only 3 person but certainly the stories entertaining for 1 and half hours. I like the play and definitely will go there again to watch the play should they have show again.

The next play i would like to see is "Mens in Tutus". Hehhehehehehe

Wish my other half be with me last nite : )

Split Personality

Got called from my old friend and we catch up old stories bout our life. Its quite sometime i didnt meet him; then after few minutes we chat, he start his stories. The bad experience that he had for about 7- 8 months. The experience that he face with the split personality gurl.

Because of this, he been traumatised and really freak out for the relationship. I still remember that i also face the same situation during my uni. I have attached with this gurl and so happen that she is the one with the split personality. Until now, it really freak me out.

Its really weird where they can change from a loving caring fella to a extreme, jealous, fierce and capable to do lots of thing that can even hurt of their body and life. They can event simply cuts their body part just to make sure that their partner follow what they want.

Try to commit suicide is one of the extremist things that they always want to do. Just dont get it why they did that and definitely dont want to face the same situation happen again in my life. hummmmmm

Me not like split personal people.

Headless Chicken

I guess the word really shows the true meaning. Now, thats what happen in my dept. Due to our VP has been transferred to othe rplaces, most of us has no motivation and no mood to work.

Hummmmmm

Sleep in Masjid

Went for solat this afternoon as normal and few seconds when im ready for solat, i heard people snoring........its really loud. Not to say no good but not nice. Maybe they need to control lil bit.

huhehehehe

Cheerrs

Pass away part 2

Early in the morning, i got a sms telling that my aunt passed away at 4.30 am. The message reach at my phone at 5 am.

Its been 2 death in this week and all happen to the person that i knew. Last few days its my friends mom, and today is my aunt. Well, definitely death will follow us no matter how best we try to avoid it. Previously am not keen or really dont even care about death. Kind of freak out of the news but then after several incident happen to me, i keep on askin myself. Have i prepared to die? Am i ready for it? How would i like to be when am dying. Its kind of weird when we think of dying. Of course i would like to have a smooth ceremony or meaning that i can leave this world in peace. But what will happen that during my death and way to the muslim cemetry, i face lots of difficulty.

Everyday, i always pray to Allah Almighty that if i died. I hope that He could make it smooth and from my death, i hope that i would not bring any humiliation to my family or me. I know i have done lots of sins in my past and now, however, i always pray to Him that He can ringankan dosa that i have done cause sincerely i would never ever able to face the punishment di Alam Barzakh and in the judgement Day.

I really love my family especially my mom, dad, my brothers, my other half, my niece and nephew, my uncle and aunt, my friends and anybody that i know and met. As a human, definitely i will do something that may hurt their feeling and i really dont mean to do that.

I hope that when moment anybody knew of my dying, i hope that they could say a prayer to me, recite Al-fatihah, read Yasin Verse for at least once a week and say a good things and fun things about me. I hope Allah almighty can hear my pray and hope that my wish can be comand.

The death is really shocking me but now am ready to face the reality and face the death.

Amin.

Hope for the best

My other half having exam for MBA. Always proud to my other half as my SO always show the great things about life, meaning of love and the best that my SO share with me ever since i meet my SO.

Today is my SO last paper and all i hope that my SO can do well for the exam. I cant be beside my SO but then i try my level best to keep my SO accompany from far by not disturb my SO study, wake up my SO early in the morning cause my SO has exam in the morning and encourage my SO to study and know my SO can do and confident my SO can do not just well, best to the top.

Ever since i know my SO and from the past 1 month in November, me and my SO face lots of difficulties and hard time. Its really a challenge for me and my SO of what had happened. We manage to get through although its hurt to face it but we manage to get through it.

I know i meet the person that suitable with me. I never regret of what had happen and all the mistakes that i have done making me a lesson which is a valuable one. I will always stick to the person that i love, encourage my SO, support when ever my SO need and share from the sad till the joy cause in this situation, companion that i want and i gave not the fling and flirt the norm.

Love you my SO and i LOve you so much.

Cheers

Al Fatihah.....

Yesterday i got sad news from my mom that my close friends mom passed away. Straight away i called my friend to confirm on the cause of death and spread the news to our close friends.

Sad to hear the death news but then definitely the death will be come to us no matter how and when. Kind of speachless and silence of the shocking news cause we are close. My friends family is close to me and all of us. Definitely after this the situation will not be the same.

I guess that also will happen to me no matter how. Either im the one who die first or die later. I guess im ready for it. But what should i answer if the death angle asking me? maybe the truth of what have i done in my throughout life.

Al Fatihah to my friend's mom- Ramzul Ikhsan b. Mohd Hashim. Hope she will be rest in peace.

Amin.