Post Break Up Situation

I guess when we talk, imagine and related about the break up. Im sure you know know / see / understand what is all about. Its either one side only suffering, both sides are suffering because of the break up and not to forget to person that is related closely to either one of the party or both parties such as the child. 

People always said that single is better. No need to think other people. But disagree with the single-hood because by having a partner, you can share and even better supporting each other. The way i see it. when you single, you have set your mind that you have to go solo and you need your personal things all by yourself. So in this case, you can become independent and when you independant, you have the set the best confidence level for yourself. 

But when you are at in attached mode. You tend to be dependent to your partner. Yes..... it will grow stronger. But, some of them tend to be slight weak and less confident of their capability, strength. Thats what happen to me and thats how i felt right now. 

Yes. Time will heel. But it will take time that no one will know when.Whether its short or longer period. People always know me with a guy who like to smile. My smile are the fullest and even stranger look at my smile. They feel the joy and happiness that i project. But now. honestly my smile are just empty. I need to build back my strength and i need to pick up again. 

Damn. Hate when this thing happen. HATE IT! 

  

Change

Without we realized or noticed it. Things that happen in our daily life does make changes. Even if we noticed that the changes is happening and we are search all the opportunity to fixed it. If its meant to change, it will happen no matter what.

To me, although the changes is happening. What matters most is your effort, your action and your direction that you take before finally you accept that changes. I satisfied and accept the loss. It really hurt but I didnt regret it. 

All this depend on situation. Some people or situation are just wait and see. Some take an immediate actions, some are just follow the flow and regret it at the end because of didn't take the lead earlier. 

 

Semusim by Marcel

This song I noticed it on TV when Marcel sing this song in one of the Reality TV program and since then I humming it when I feel like it. This song is about tells  "what is happening after the break up has finally become reality and how the surround looks like" . 

Sadly that i never thought this  break up thingy would never happen to me but unfortunately it happened. 

Semuanya T'lah Terjadi
Cintaku Telah Pergi
Dan Kini Kusendiri
Tanpa Dirimu Lagi
Tak Mudah... Menepis
Cerita Indah...

Semusim T'lah Kulalui...
T'lah Kulewati... Tanpa Dirimu
Tetapi Bayang Wajahmu
Masih Tersimpan Dihati

Tak Pernah Kubayangkan
Kau Putuskan Cintaku
Ku Coba Tuk Lupakan
Semua Tentang Dirimu

Tak Mudah... Bagiku
Melupakan Mu...

Haiz. Hard for me to swallow it everytime i think about it unfortunately i have to swallow it no matter how. To have a hope that things will go back as the glory time, it just a hope. I have to move on.