Tuesday, December 31, 2013

My 2013 Resolutions achievement

Sometimes when we talk about resolution that we made by the end of the previous year, we always says :

"have we accomplished anything or what have we achieved? "

Well for some reasons, i actually have to set several resolutions at least for me to see what have i done and what can i do for a change the next following year and maybe some of my previous resolution can bring it over like to shape up my body to lean and no more muffin top seen (lame rite.. LOL)

So, lets see what have i achieved

1. Complete my thesis and Master and graduate - Done

2. Reduce my weight to 68kg - Achieved at the 1st half of the year then failed on the second half of the year. (Remarks : Bring it to 2014)

3. Meet my old friends (special one) - This one actually i didn't planned but yeah…….. I have done it not one but 2 friends. We had a good chance to meet for coffee and exchange stories when we're apart.
4.  Meet a new friends chinese especially - Yup, the numbers are increase.

Personal, Soul and self help
5. Start a reading habit again - Done and love it
6. Wake up in morning to solat subuh every morning - Getting better towards the end of the year
7. Perform Umrah at Mecca and Madinah - Done and would love to go again
8. Not to missed perform solat praying 5 times a day. - Up and down but getting better
9. Try to think positive and better life understanding - I guess getting better  

10. Clear the Personal Loan - Done
11. Credit Card debt - still not recover and need to do it better with planning and execution in 2014.
12. Saving - Still weak and should be more saving every month.

13. Try to get a job by July/ August - Not success because of few reason and current economic condition.

Overall in 2013, i have achieved many things and things getting better towards the end of the year. Let have a good resolution for 2014.


Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Ask / Force to get Marry

I guess i have shared this on my previous post which i don't know when...ngehehehehehhe 

At my age range, normally they already married, have a wife / husband, have a house, have a car, have a kids and doing all the life cycle as a married people. Normally! 

But now, I'm not at that life cycle. Where I'm not marry yet, i have a car, and i'm enjoy the life that i have now. The good part is, i can do what ever i want to do, go where ever i want to go and etc etc etc. The not so good about it, well let just straight to the point where people asking me this dislike question 

"Why are you not marry yet?" 
People at this age already have kids, so when is ur turn? 

It depends on my situations at that time to respond it. If i like to make fun about it, i just answer it in a joke way. But normally i just say Its not my time yet or i haven't found someone suitable (which lead to few more questions / remarks after that) or i just simply answered to any reasons that i could think of. 

To be honest, I'm quite fed up to respond to it and even worst force me to get marry. So, just now i get an idea where I'm going to answer 

"so, who is going to get marry, is it me or u?, If you want to get marry, please go ahead. Don't force me"

I don't care  


Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Hometown Mode of transportation

My hometown is Kota Bharu, and being me as a simple person and sometimes try to find ways that i can budget minimum way to go back to my hometown is normally I take an express bus. But the things that i hate most about  this mode of transportation is 
1. Putra Bus Station is not well maintained in a proper way especially their ventilation and public toilet and Surau 
2. Traveling time is like killing me (7 hour of traveling journey). 
3. The price of flight ticket is way expensive. Neither Malaysia Airlines or Airasia or even worst Fireflyz 
4. Take a train is so NOT my travel style which is 13 hours traveling time. 
5. Seriously i am lazy to drive alone to Kota Bharu because of the budget, and energy saving purpose

Since Bus is the choice, I choose comfortable since we cant force them to improve (shorten) on the traveling journeys and Bus Express company realized the trend and needs of their passenger, nowadays, most of the bus are 3 seats in a row. That is single seat and double. Single seat is my preference. Unless I don't have any option to choose and they always travel at night where they will arrive in Kota Bharu around 5 - 6 am next day. 

But then, thanks to the people who believe in the Economic of scale concept and find an alternatives to make price go lower than the current competitive market price, Malindo Air was born. They actually did mentioned on the chosen destination route and of cause Kota Bharu is one of their destination. So, i just wait when they going to launched their route in Kota Bharu without i realized it that they have launched it few months ago. 

Co incidentally, i went back to my hometown and Bus is my mode and by the time to go back kl, i was like hesitate to take the bus again. So i have decided to check out the flight ticket first and in my mind i just say if the price below than RM 150, i just grab it. I guess God want to help me, where on the way to the MAS, Fireflyz or AirAsia counter, suddenly i notice the Malindo Air. Straight away i ask how much for one-way to KL, and they give the answer that make me smile and want it right away. RM 70 and they landed at Subang Airport. I dont have to go to klia-lcct where it is so far and tiring, and Subang Airport are quite easy to get the taxi to Kelana Jaya LRT station. 

So now, to go back to my hometown, Malindo Air or MAS is my Mode of Transportation.

p/s ok, i know this is a lame story ngehehehehehehehehe  

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Madonna - Vogue - MTV Awards 1990

While i do some readings in internet, facebook-ing and YouTube-ing, suddenly i saw this video clip Madonna - Vogue and all i can say is

ok, i'm out of word.

Popularity Seeker

Each of us have different character and it depends on each of the individual to compromise, adapt, accept, avoid, stop or anything that you can think to it. I dont know why but i find it funny to this kind of people who are seeking for the popularity. Whether as a star popularity or non star popularity to me are just the same. They willing to do anything to get that "the light of popularity". 

I like all the stories about this popularity concept, but im not seeking for it. I would rather be a guy that just have my own simple world. Popularity is so not my thing.  

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Kinky fun

I guess when mentioned the word kinky in this modern-"super informative"-creative imagination world,  most of us know what is it. What they dont know about this kinky is the type of the kinky played and terms used for that particular kinky subject. But, more less for some layman understanding is just the same. 

Im not going to brief the type of kinky or what so ever, but what i just want to share something that i heard, see, watch, and bla bla bla bla. The way i noticed about this kinky thing is they like to get pain in order to reach their sexual satisfaction desire. Which, if the other people see or heard bout it, they will shock, jaw drop, wide eyes open and finished it with shaking their head (left-right-left) to show that this is so not their things.  

Leather, tied-up, vibrate dildo, role play, slavery, outdoor sex, melted candle dripping on body, exhibitionist, spanking, torture, solo raping by many people, bla bla bla....... (you name it) is among the common that we understand it is refer to this kinky stuff. What i want to share with you is this really disgusting, dirty, euwww gross, and until can vomit all the meals from stomach. One of it is "Faeces Fest" and second is "Golden Shower". I actually unfortunately got the opportunity see this video recording show they eat the "faeces or the shit" spread on a slice of bread right after they do the No.2. This is done by the Japanese people (owh well, what can we say, some of japanese people are so weird and un thinkable / imaginable). 

It was actually my friend who watched it those video and i unfortunately coincident enter to his room. I just blindly kaypohchee see what video is all about and it hit to the spot to the slot that i mentioned just now. So, quickly i say euwwwwww and get out cause i cant barely watched it anymore. And the part where i have seen it, been stored in one tiny part in my brain and sometimes appear whenever i heard or talking about this kinky or disgusting stuff that human can do. 

Other thing that i mentioned is this "Golden shower" thing. I was like what the hell is this? So again, with the kaypohchee to the something weird set of mind that i have in my brain, i look what does it mean from the internet. Found it and I was like........ 

WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Euwwwwwwwwwww 

Golden Shower is where one person pee on the other person body or face and both of them like it so much. It really make them turned ON by doing that. Even, the article said they even drink it while the other persons pee. 

So again, with the information that i've read about the "Golden Shower" and my so called wild-creative-that-so-not-in-the-right-place created by my humble-innocent-brain, it has been stored together with the "Faeces Fest". 



Naked concept in the Public as an Art

Yes, this post talk the same subject/concept/theme/category from my previous post. 

Again, in the European country or East Asia like Japan, Korea and China regional plus Thailand and Philippines as well, they see it as common thing. For example, naked paint picture, naked statue, do an act performance in nude and i guess many more which you can think, remember or own wild create imagination. 

They do it openly for people to see it and they proud of it. To them, this is an Art. 

I actually do remember there's one time in Indonesia where this particular lady (famous person im sure) published a book that have naked pose of her. Because of it, it turn out a seasonal controversial issue over there where for the Islamic Authority bodies really against it, media have it as a hot-selling point, and i guess it gives a mixed reaction from the public of Indonesia. Well, it is obviously it agains the cultural practices and indirectly actually create a negative morale value to the society. But what really caught my attention is on her reason answer through it. She said it is just an Art. 

Same thing in Thailand where Sex has become an industry. They have "An adult area" which i dont have to mention it here cause you know what im talking about. It pulls thousands of tourist from all over the world just to experience it. 

I believe nowadays, most of you have heard about some of their friends have a nude pose picture just because of their interest on it and see it as an Art reason. Interesting of it is where they take a picture that obviously show that they are naked but not revealing ermmm private tool visual. They cover with the angle of the pose like hand, or leg. 

So, the point is this, Can you open your view on the other perspectives rather just narrow it to the negative-sex intention?   

Dare to be naked at the open or outdoor area.

This post may get the intention from someone that never read my blog. 

Negative or positive, i don't care because this is just my point of view and this is my blog. It just matters of sharing something interesting

Every each of us has their own weird fetish, whether they willing to share with other people or just keep it to themselves. And as for me what is my fetish is related to the outdoor naked or maybe in a case of Malaysian context do it but not at an open public area. But other countries, this is just normal. Like for example, I heard in japan, there is a traditional customs where whole family have shower together in one time and all naked (Yes, they will see they parents private area and so are they and this is really awkward to us especially) and even they have public bath place where they naked shower and do touch up like comb hair, picked ear in front of mirror and just naked. 

In Korea as well have the similar stories which i've experienced it too, although i kind of look for it (ok, you got the clue already what is my fetish) but somehow at the earlier part when i entered at that shower place, i kind of shy, awkward and strange. Probably because of i over think of a situation where my "junior' might wake up, but then thank god it didn't happen. Yes, my junior does give a transformation reaction but i guess within less than a minutes, it goes back to the previous conditions. 

For the european country, i'm sure you have heard about the nude beach. Even in some places if i'm not mistaken they do sun bath at the park naked. I even read that they have a "Nude Camp" over there where everybody are nude. Like this clip in youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VN7rih3NyOo. The point i want to say here (again) it's just a common to them but not in Malaysia or Indonesia.    

Enough said and yes, i like to be naked too. To me, i feel free and careless. Well, some said they have the same thing so why need to be shy. It just i'm not feel comfortable taking a naked picture and save it in my phone. Well, just a precautions so that it wont give problem in future where i lost that phone with naked picture in it to someone that is irresponsible. Even if someone just give their naked picture to me as well i feel disturbed with that action. 

So back to the naked at the open-closed area like locker room, i guess i have no problem to be naked. Walking from the shower cubicle to the dry area naked, wipe my body without cover the private part and get dress is just feel ok and comfortable with it. I don't see it as i am an exhibitionist or sexual intention and I just feels it's ok as long i'm not over do it like go beyond the borderline. Same like most of the guy topless at home.  

In this part also i defined as the same concept of what i have mentioned earlier. If there is a place in Malaysia where i can do skinny dipped (naked swimming) at the beach or pool, i'm sure i am a regular patron. Plus, people at the surrounding area also do the same thing like we do. Swimming naked just make me feel so free and careless. Same as sleep naked, naked in the house or even naked in the hot sauna or steam sauna. 

All the above part i can say very subjective and different interpret by each of us. Some may see it ok, some will just love it, some may hate it, some may find it annoying or disturbing etc etc. The way i see it, as long i didn't do something that cause cross the borderline like having sex in a public (i guess this is too much right), or have the sexual-attract intentions is fine to me.  

So, are you dare for it?  


Friday, August 23, 2013

Happy Belated Birthday My Boo

Last 16 August is My Boo's birthday date. 

Despite of my boo always said that not celebrate the birthday and always on that whole months caused bad/negative/unwanted/unexpected conditions to my boo, but 1608 is always my boo carried it proudly in all of the journey life. 

I always adore my boo in every ways, envy to the leadership and i always feel blessed and thankful that  my boo say hye to me 4 years plus ago (almost reaching to 5 years) and be part of my boo's life right after that. 

Happy Belated Birthday My Boo. 
Anak Kambing loves you so much.  


The unexpected condition or questions

In our life, there always a questions, situations or conditions that comes without you expect it will happen to you but it happen in a split second, and as for this normally they will ask, 

"What if" 

- What if you face a financial broke down? 
- What if someone that you not really care before this fall sick and died in a short time?
-what if you really confident that you will pass with a flying colors, suddenly you failed some of the subject that you never thought that you will fail?   
- What if you been effect with some disease what you never thought you will get it?  

etc, etc, etc 

There are many possibilities and many speculations. No matter the outcome is the positive or negative, the word "what if" is always seen as something that is unexpected. 

I guess, for a few months that i will reached to the age 35 ( i never thought i could reached to this age) I actually start to understand the true meaning of "what if". By having "what if" situation, you actually prepared for the worst. 

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Iftar outside from home

I guess im a home type of person. Even though currently i have ample time and i actually can go out but i have decided to stay at home. Start from breakfast, lunch, tea, dinner and even now even iftar and sahur (meals before start fasting), i love to have it at home. 

For breakfast, if am not cook, i buy it and have it at home. Mom always said that having breakfast t home is like can increase the rezeki. 

Lunch. Occasionally if i feel to have it outside, i went out and having outside. 

Tea / Hi-tea - dont you just love to have tea at home, spend a quality time with your family 

Dinner - Occasionally 

Iftar and Sahur _ Most of the time at home. 

I guess thats answer a lot saying that i am a homely type guy right? 

Naked picture (own/others/tools) in your handphone

I dont know what do they think about it but to me, i dont keep it. I guess naked picture, tools picture, or any kind of picture that leads to the porn attraction material is really should not be keep in your phone. What if: 

1. You lost your phone and someone found it and dig inside it? 
2. Your family play with your phone and accidentally go through at your picture files? 
3. Your partner seek something in your phone and so happen he/she think what hidden inside your phone that they want to see?  

You have to be careful with all these material. Look what happen to the some of the celebrities that accidentally leak their privacy picture to the public. 

I am sure you dont want all those humiliate incident happened to you as well right? 

And i really hate to get a message of what they called "booty-call-text" and they actually include with the tools picture. Seriously am not interested AT ALL even i actually HATE it.  

My 2 cents ramblings 

Love Anak Kambing 

Saturday, July 20, 2013

You are Ugly

Ever since my boo give an iPhone 5 and I guess being me as a late boomer (a.k.a not a gadget fan) and after seeing most of my friends using the "touch screen smart phone and its applications" makes me want to be part of it. One of it is Social Networking apps. 

With my super excitement, I actually forgot that human are always human. 

As for me, what we called "Excited human"....... I start the conversation by saying hye to the other person that looks appealing to me from the screen. But before I say hye to them, as for me a kaypochee guy, i read what they said on the profile detail. So in this case, they said 

"before you say hye to me, please show me your face, i dont talk to object" with the profile picture that show his upper body part from neck till the leg with very fine and smooth figure with just wearing the red swimming trunk but without the face. 

Since thats what he want, so I do exactly what he said by attached a good-looking-picture-with-show from-top-till-bottom. 

Guess what did i get as a reply............ "You're Ugly". - smack to my face -. 

As for them, what I called "Arrogant Human" , since they have a well fine muscle toned body figure, they feels like they have a right to say a bad things to other people without thinking that other people also have feelings and they should be treated in a nice manner. 

Really i feel a smack splat to my face!......... but after sometimes, im ok and start to accept the fact by saying that "Yes I am UGLY". 

But after think about it again.......i can say 
"Yes i am ugly, I don't have good muscle body like you but I am proud of how I look like and I have a balls to show it to you. Unlike you Mr-Nice-figure-body-without-the-head-and-face, you have no Balls AT ALL!!!" 

I start to doubt that body figure picture is not belongs to him and i guess he also have an ugly face that seriously he feel so ashamed to show it and admit that is his face to other people. Then i feel so pity to him cause maybe thats the only thing that he has, but as for me, i have more than what he has. 

Thats what we call LIFE ladies and Gentleman 

Anak Kambing Rambling.        

Wise Quote

Starting from 25th of May until now, I have learned lots of things.  People always said that 
"God created something with a reason" and I guess the answer start to show to me whether it is directly or indirectly.   

Related back to the wise quote title........ I want to share 2 meaningful quotes here since July, still nothing to appear.

Quote 1: 
Never ignore a person who loves you and cares for you. One day, you may realize you've lost the moon while counting the stars 

Quote 2 

One wise man used to give a very simple wise word to me. He said "remember Nas, You control your mind

Sunday, June 23, 2013


Souvenir is something that we bought from a place that we went for travel. As for me, i try to find something different (not completely different) like

- Hard Rock Shot Glass
- If no hard rock cafe at that place, shot glass would be good for me.
- Fridge Magnet
- Something else if i cant find any of above.

Normally its very rare for me to but a t-shirt/singlet/or any fabric item like "i love phuket t-shirt" cause so not my kind of thing.

whats urs

Moon and Star

I saw this post from my friend via fb and he said 

"Never ignore a person who cares and loves u cause one day you may realized that you've lost the moon while counting the stars." 

I have realized this statement all along and this is really a good advice. I never forget and never neglect "the moon" cause to me "the moon" is everything to me. "The moon" is always in my heart and be with "the moon" is always the best moment in my live in every parts and angles. 

The moon is my my boo aka my SO. 

I love u so much  

Disconnect to connect

Saw this advertisement from dtac in the internet few years back and i guess it is good to share here

Disconnect to connect VC 1 

and another one the dtac VC

Dtac VC Disconnect to Connect

please enjoy it

Friday, May 24, 2013


Beside the berries which is several type of berries that i've tried before (strawberry, gooseberry, raspberry, blueberry blackberry, and some berries that i cant remember how to spell). Another kind of fruit that i rally like is Mango. 

Like berries and all other fruits, God has create various type from each fruits. Each has their own uniqueness, specialty and exquisite taste. In this case, i say Mango is one of it as well. Ever since i was kid, my parents always buy mango back home when its seasons is in. I know some name of the Mango that is "Emas Hitam" (its darker colour of mango with golden and very sweet taste), then "Siku Raja" (long and very full flavour of mango), Manga Ringan (common type of mango that most of malay house plant it next to it) and many more. 

Then, during the time when i have my practical training in Hotel, they serve "Elephant trunk Mango" which is very big, sweet and fresh. Very good if you can blend make a smoothies. 

Lately, i just got to know another type of mango that the taste is really lavish and make me orgasmic when i have it and of cause its the best in my opinion; "Mango Lemak". Its like, not too sweet, the texture is firm and you hardly get the sour taste even if its still not ripe yet. Yummy...........

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Something Interesting

I dont know where does it come from but i actually found out without i notice it exist in my Mac. I guess i would like to share it with you. 

Please have a look 

But then this video is more like a facts and it does related to my passion as well 

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Squat for the Big Nature Call

You can call Im a outdated or old fashion but i dont care. But i am a big fan of Squat when im having the big nature call. My instinct is actually right when last month i found this from my friends fb post. Have a look 

Seriously this is very informative 

Urge to Pee

I dont know about you guys but it always happen to me. For me, let go this little nature call it should easier to any location. Even better if the place that i found is very clean, neat, no urine smell and even better its dry........... its like orgasmic for me to let go the urine inside the toilet bowl. 

But i dont know that it is something wrong about it or its my nature of habit. All along im at outside, i dont feel like want to pee. But............. the moment i arrive home, at the moment that am about to open my grill door lock, suddenly the urge coming like cannot hold for any single second. Its like about to burst and i have to be as quick as possible. The condition can be worst when my hand is kind of full and when i try to unlock the grill lock, they key slow me down.....Just imagine how suffer i am at that moment. 

The moment i manage to open the grill and the main door, straight away i rush to the nearest toilet and woosh it flow like a tsunami. But house safety have to take although it just a simple one. Which is i just lock the main door. If i actually wait to lock back the grill....... am so sure i dont have enough time and it will flooded inside 

anak kambing rambling 


Monday, May 13, 2013

Force someone to do something that they know nothing.

This incident happened quite long time ago and i always remembered it when i was at the surau in any shopping complex. So happened i know this guy who actually just reverted to islam about 2 days. Well,  of cause some accepted it with open hand because he decided to reverted but unfortunately not his brother if am not mistaken.   

Cut it short, one of my friend actually invite him to surau to perform solat, but then he actually didnt teach anything about solat to this reverted guy. So, this guy just do what other people do bluntly without knowing anything the juice of solat. 

To me, what my friend did is totally wrong. He actually should teach this reverted guy a basic understanding until he is ready to perform solat. Because if you forced someone to do something that they knew nothing about it, don't you think it will lead to a wrong direction? Think about it.  

Anak Kambing 2 cents opinion.   

Friday, May 10, 2013

Throw the plain water in the Drain

Just saw this guy where he just pour the water from the mineral water into the drain and then after that throw the empty bottle in to the dustbin. To me, i dont have any problem for him on throwing the empty bottle in the dustbin because it is our duty to make sure that to make our place clean and tidy. Kudos for that action

But what interest me more is where he pour the water into the drain. Where, beside of the drain, there are carpet grass. To me, it is such a waste. Even if it's the flavored drink, it still ok for you to sprinkle it on the grass in any kind of weather. You give water to the plant. 

To me, I look it this way. Try to imagine that water is the money and the grass is the people/society who need the money. The action of pouring the water in the drainage is similar to giving the money to the something that not bring any benefits to the society. So, it clearly such a waste right.     

My 2 cents opinion 

Anak kambing rambling. 

Stay alert and fresh every morning

I used to be person who are lazy to wake up early in the morning.  Although my parents has show the example of waking up early in the morning and start their daily activity with fresh body, at that time i guess the law factor still strong in my mind. 

However, i start to think something interesting........ i said to myself plus with some reading talking about the benefits of wake up early goes like this "I guess, i should try to start my daily activity with fresh way but how?" 

I look through my daily journey activity and i notice that most of the time i sleep quite late. When i sleep late, the tendency for me to wake up early is really (i mean) extreme low.  So how to wake up early if i sleep late. Plus i need a quality sleep. 

I look deeper, where i used to hang out till almost early in the morning. At that time, yes its peaceful because of not many people but then again no much you can do at the late night beside just go for clubbing or hang out at mamak. 

That is one of the main reasons i start to change slowly my activities from always sleep late to sleep early where midnight is the most i can go. 

It good for your own benefits though.  

Thursday, May 9, 2013

We are Malaysian

I guess it is my character that i like to get close with other race. To me, it is something that you cant get it in other county. I remember when the first time i enter to the secondary school, in my class turn out to be all boys although its a co-ed school and its like only 3 person is indian and the balance which the number is really balance is Malay and Chinese. I actually love it and still think that one of the good memories in my life. 

Then, when i was like form 3, my mom decided to transfer me back to kota bharu because i kind of weak in exam result and she want me to get a good result for PMR. 

I do remember, when i was form 4 in science stream, it just only 3 malays in the class and others are dominated by indian and chinese. To me its ok. I dont feel any sentiment of racist or discrimination at all although it just 3 of us. 

When i was form 5, all of us have to transferred back to Kota Bharu. It is because of my dad have to transfer. so, whether i like or not, i have to follow. At that year is when the Chinese New Year and Hari Raya were celebrate together, just in a few days difference. I dont actually feel the Combine celebration because majority race in Kelantan is malay. Some or rather, i do feel the pinch where i like to celebrate CNY as well, but i dun have chinese friends in Kota Bharu. 

I start to mixed back with other race is when i join the UUM. The feeling of muhibbah and togetherness is there. 

Now, the racist issue have been raised up from one particular party mentioned about race sentiment, to me it is stupid and worst i see them as MORON. Sorry for my language but i think they dont have the muhibbah feelings in their mind. The only they know is to get what they want and they will use any weapon to make sure that they get what they want. 

Time has change, we have independent for more than 50 years and it is known that we call ourselves Malaysia. The immigrant word and say that immigrant should return back to their country of origin should not be said or even think about it. It does not bring any good. You are hurting their feelings when you passed a bad remarks. How do you feel if they said the same thing to you? same right!. 

So, stop the racism sentiment and see it as Malaysian (FULL STOP).   

Face doesn't show actual age

Do we have any relevant to it? Do we have actual face shape that is match with the age kekekekekekekekekekekekekekekeke am sure the answer is NO.  Some people may look younger than their age, some may look older than their age. 

Those days, when i was young, i guess my body inherit from my grandparents where i tend to grow  bigger and taller than normal kids or my friends. The calculation is like this, let say at   that time i was at Standard 4, but because of i grew taller and bigger, people might think that i am standard 5 or 6. But when i was in Secondary school, the growth has start getting slow and matched with my friends body growth.

I guess the growth are getting slower and slower........ lol - Good lor.

Happened many times nowadays when they ask my age and when i answered the actual age, they were like "U serious? u doesn't look that old". So, I start to play the game "Guess my age". 

Recently, i went to Maxis to ehem ehem :p upgrade phone with fruit name originate from US who their CEO died last 1 year plus ago. So when i give my IC to the Sales Rep for the registration and suddenly she said "Owh, your birth year is 1979, i really thought that you're age maybe like from 1985 something like that". I actually laugh (quite loud actually) after that. So yes......... I look younger than my actual age. 

Stay young and be young on body and in mind. 

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Labor Day

In Malaysia, people celebrate it by resting at home and enjoy the public holiday given by the government. But in other country, thats not going to happen. 

I mentioned that i went to Jakarta for my birthday and the next day is a Labor Day. So Do the math ya when is my birthday date.  I have the opportunity to see how they do some Big Gathering at the Center of Jakarta and express the Right of the Workers and the citizen of Indonesia. 

Speechless and i guess better not tell what in my mind cause i guess its their country matter. But I certainly take it as a lesson for my life, point of view and understand the uniqueness of the Indonesian people. 

Be grateful of what we have here although yes we sure need to improve more for future generation at the same time. 
I have 1000 of idea in my mind to share in my blog when i was outside, but when i was actually in front of the screen, my mind kind of stuck and blank. But then again, i guess it should start my blog by rambling to talking nonsense yet something that related to my life. After all this is my blog. :D 

I was at Jakarta for 5 days. Well, simply because to celebrate my birthday with my other half. It's really an ad-hoc plan where a very quick decision and arrangement. Earlier on, the plan was like I'm gonna be in KL for my birthday because of my passport is with Travel Agent for Visa arrangement. Manage to request to get my passport, well, what do you know 2 days after that, i already flew to a city called "Uniquely Jakarta". 

Since i was young, i always heard the word "we can only plan but God will decide the fate". The trip went well for a a first 2 days, i arrived on Saturday evening, we had dinner, my Other Half has upgrade the room to suite which is double the size from the room that we normally stayed and then on the next day, we went to their conventional hall to see IndoCraft. It was an eye opener where i actually can see thousands of craft modern and traditional from all over Indonesia and the batik was like an ocean. And Yes, i do catch one batik (very wow i should say on design) for me and some modern craft that seriously i find it simple yet does look good for deco.  

However, the planned has been amended for a slight big change where me and my other half were  caught up with a bad food poisoning. So most of the time after that we kind of sleep, diarrhea, and weak and stay in the room. I actually puke, or in the case vomit the whole meal that i had. Cause of the problem is the "si hum" or clam and adding to that, i suspect the veges cause me the "wind". Due to that, my stomach doesn't feel good few hours after i had the meals.    

My Other Half keep apologize me because of food poisoning, but seriously it is not my Other Half fault at all. Its beyond our control and we never expect its gonna happen like that. For me, spend time together with my Other Half (no matter sick or not) is always the best moment for me. Its because we always share our moment by chat, crack a joke, tease each other, where companion moment is the more i look forward rather then only see the good things only.  

OK, I stop there. Cheerios 

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

30th April

This date is very special to me and i'm sure to everybody.

Today is my birthday date and yes today is a date that mentioned that i am entering my age to 34th this year. But then again, whats is on the number where we can always be young and catch up the dream that we want to.

Happy birthday to me and im ready to face a world again!

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Planning to buy new Car

It started from the time i plan to buy my first car and now i'm gonna do the same thing for it this time. That is i'm not going to say anything about it. I just keep it to myself what car i plan and want to buy. There is a reason why i do that. 

Previously, when i said i want to buy a car, then my friend will ask, "What car that i want/planned to buy?" Then when i answer what car i plan to buy, after that.......... 

Dun buy that car because its not good, its worst, they dun have this quality, that's a lousy quality, they dun have that features and have this features is not a classy and at the end, i lost my confidence, loosing my interest about the choice that i have made. 

The same situation happened again when i say my interest to the particular brand of car and after that all i heard is something that completely wash my interest to it. Vanished just like that. Some people might just say what do they think and based on their condition without understand and taking the point the actual reason why i choose that particular brand or type of car. In short they just say what they think without see what i think about it. 

But then again, they will said:
"Why must you listen to what they said. You are the one who want to buy the car, no matter what opinion that your friends give don't give a damn about it". 

How can i not think about it after my ear has absorb all the fact. Surely, it does effected me. My mind changed and go to point that against it from the point that have been lingered in my mind previously. 

So because of that i decide to keep it to myself. When they try to ask or get a clue, i just give a general answer that is very subjective and let them try to figure very hard what type of car that i have in my mind. Maybe the clue like "a sedan car, have 4 tyre" is the only clue I shared, not more that that. The face expression that i get is priceless. They are so frustrated because they cant give any opinion on the type of car that i have in my mind. To be franked, thats how frustrated i am when you give the opinion that i actually dun want to listen. Its me who want to buy the car not you.


Anak Kambing Rambling     

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Shit Malaysians Girls Say


Found this Video clip from fb and i guess it good to share for laugh ngehehehehehehehhee

Shit Malaysian Girlfriends Say

enjoy the clip. Cheers

Life Quote

Saw this quote

"Some people come in your life as blessings and others come in your life as lessons"

Indeed i agree without any doubt.

Miss Advised

This series has been "On Air" on Star World channel for the past weeks and month i guess. At first i thought that hummmmm this can be something very interesting. Cut it short, its actually a "Reality show" of a 3 women that looking for a men or life partner.  

Because of kind of interesting to me, i actually wait it start On Air and after 10 minutes i watch that series, i straight away change to other channel. 

The way i see it, this show is crap. There i said it!

Its more like they just think what they want without thinking what reason behind it and what they should do to in a right way or compromising way. That's what we need or actually do when we are jumping into the relationship or love commitment.  We all know that human are unique, even if they are identical twin as well, am sure there is difference/unique character.   

Indirectly, this series is more like try to change the mentality of the Women in US or all around the world who are "Die Hard Fan" for this series/concept/philosophy to be superior and against the Men's domination in so called rules of thumb of "equality". 

There is a reasons why Gods create Men and Women. People has their own characteristic unique and mind thinking. Respect that. Although its against the principle or your point of view, try to see it from their point of view, anticipate it, adapted it and agile with it. Sooner or later u will understand why it appear to be like that.  

See it to believe it. 

Anak Kambing Rambling 

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Wait , Tunggu , 等待 and காத்திருக்கவும்

A word that actually can test the patience to anybody to have to wait. To me, for people that make other people to wait is really not respect other people time. They never think that what will happen if they late. Even worst, the idea of "on the way" use as excuse make other people has to wait even longer.  

To me, if you cant commit the promise or arrangement, please tell your friends earlier. Its bring a good impression if you could give effort to arrive earlier than promise rather than make your friends have to wait for you. 

It will give bad impact / reputation if you do this to your career and seeking the opportunity of big project. 

Lots of people hate this act actually. 

If this happen to me and i know that im gonna be late........ i will alert that im gonna be delayed and i try to make within 30 mins. If i can't, i will ask to postponed to the other time. but its really big No NO if its for the business meeting, presentation, lunch talk or meet up with your boss. If your client late, thats can close one eye... although same perception that is not respect other people's time.......... 

Please be considerate. If worst things happen to you because of your lateness, don't blame other people. Seriously!. 

Anak kambing rant.  

Friday, April 19, 2013

Satire on friday

And for this on the other hand is more for jokes

Hope you enjoy it 

Anak Kambing 

Diffusion of Responsibility

Saw and watch this at the youtube and this is really amazing short story


I recommend for you guys to have a look.

Anak Kambing

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

General Election PRU 13

This post basically it is not about promoting which party is good than the other. 

As this is my blog, and i know i do have a reader *blush*, i guess it would be ok for me to express what do i think about the current PRU13 now. To my opinion 

To say that i like what the Government did all along, YES. But at the same time i do feel high  dissatisfaction because the numbers of the corruption and the money belongs to the country / people / citizen has not been manage in a wise way. Some may say that we have a good resources as good as South Korea and Taiwan. Is it true? 
- I dont know - 

To say i am confident enough with the Opposition? I can say i am not as well. Simple reason is they have never rules this country and not even once. The other reason is because when i look at the candidates or the political member that represent the opposition does not have the leadership, example and the way they respond on the crisis looks so weak and when we look at the current situation where globalization and fast movement need beyond that common leadership. By State stage, yes they do. So far looks fine to me. 

At the Mass media, the government party has using this media telling that opposition this opposition that. Via social network, Opposition say government this and government that. One of the fact that i notice that the government campaign mentioned that when the citizen choose the opposition what they  predict is the haywire condition, not peace and stability of the country will be ruined. 

I have a question
How are they can be sure that there will be a haywire condition, not peace and stability of the country will be ruined when the opposition take over the country? 

In my justification, Am sure and this is clearly understood that every people in this country want peace, stability and growth. Even they have been preaching in their campaign that they want to be treated fair, transparency and honest. 

I suggest that before make a decision, you should listen (not hear ya), understand, analyze and think in a very wisely cause this is your country. You have right to choose. 

- Have a look deeper than you should and you will know what lies beneath the whole situations - 

Monday, April 15, 2013

Tired of being nice guy

Have you ever fall to a situation where when your friend are single, you is the person that they want to meet, talk, call for help/lunch/dinner and hang out but when they have found someone as a life partner/ gf/bf/ wife etc. The next thing you know is you are not in his / her life?

Well, it always happen to me and never fail.  

When people ask me, nice people like you dont have very close friends? 

Ironically, the answer is yes. I dont have many bff. I can firmly said that i can count with my fingers and the count of my bff wont reach to a double digit number after number 10. Why? i guess for a various reasons. How it happened?  Again, i cant answer it cause it happened for many reason and causes. 

Those days, my mom kind of not really happy when i go out and make new friends. She actually preferred his sons stay at home. But all of us inherit our dads gene where we like to have a friends. I actually do remember when i ask why when i was a kid, she said what's the point of having friend. But she know that we all need to be socialized and get to know world. 

Few months ago, she expressed her frustration about one of her friends which we know them long time ago. Let just say the juice of the story is similar to what i said earlier on.  

Its kind of frustrated with my friends behavior but thats what we call life. To me its simple, just have your own life and dont bother much. Although i do feel the pinch, but what the hell. Thats what we call life. 

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Beautifully Imperfectly

While im doing my Graduate project, i take my time to watch the youtube and i found this clip

this is really meaningful. 

Life arrangement

Last month my brother who has been divorce for few years has tie a knot with one girl which in this case its more like family arrangement. With the request of my mom and dad, my brother agree for it and simply because of the personal interest and the parents request i presume. 

As for me, well, definitely i do feel the pinch where people start to ask when is my time to tie the knot. I my mind, i actually dont know what to answer. Seriously

I guess i know who am i and with my condition and my situation and although with the current external pressure, but whet i need to focus most importantly is on the internal condition that i need to understand on. 

Yes, as a muslim i always been thought about the good, benefits and what greatness that you could get from the marriage from the islam perspective. i have no doubt about it and certainly wont deny any of it. But i cant deny of who i am and why i see about it as well. I really can't.

I guess i have to stand on one point, this is my life. I have my right to planned for it, deal with it and face with it. I know one thing that is "just because other people do that, doesnt mean that i have to follow it". 

thats what i see.  


This month is the month that previous years i always look forward. Simple reason is because at the end of the month it's where my birthday date and my moms birthday that is falls 5 days earlier than my birthday date.

Am actually quite happy of what i have accomplished and more of my dreams that i have target. But well, maybe because of the studies and other things that i need to prioritized, it make the feeling not as high as i normally do. i hope that this is just a temporary and hope when the time comes the moment will be more meaningful.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Loosing their inner soul

Had a conversation with my friends few weeks ago about several things and one of it is about lost their soul. Not sure how to explain about this but its more less like another earlier stage of mental disorder that some can be able to cure but some cant because it depends on the person itself. 

For some people, they would rather leave that lost soul person alone, but i guess thats not the right way because they actually can become worst. I cant explain specifically the syndrome or the character of the lost soul but when you have the experience it, you will know it. 

I guess the best that we can do is try to help as in get the professional to help them. Give a support and try to help as sincere as you could. This action actually not only for your friend but also it for yourself, cause you might not know that maybe you may face the same problem like them too without you know about it.  

Think about it. 

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Birth Date Horoscope

Found this via my fb and let see what they have shared and how true or "Direct coincidence" to me

Look Up Your Birthday And See What You Are.....

April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle

If you are a Turtle : 
1. You are near to perfect and nice at heart. (hummmm i am? wow....)  
2. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.  (yes, i guess) 
3. You, too, love peace. (well who doesn't? ) 
4. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. (most of the time but depends, if beyond the limit, i wont compromise) 
5. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. (errrr i guess this is fun part, but its more like bitching but not that over) 
6. People love the way you always treat them. (only if i want or need too) 
7. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. (because if didn't get u expect, u hate the feelings) 
8. You are generous enough. (i guess i am not that generous) 
9. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys. (this one is true) 

Analysis - not that completely true. 

Repost This If It's True For You.!!

Tease by calling dads name

During my secondary school, there is a trend that we tease our friends by calling their dads name. I dont know now they still do that but at my time it became a trend all over Malaysia. Why i can say all over Malaysia cause it happened in Kelantan and Johore because i used to stay in both states and i remember that my friends from Kedah, Selangor and Melaka also used to share the same story about this Calling-dads-name-sysndrome. 

 Some may take it as a norm, or joke but some might get offended and said its so rude. 

Just now, suddenly i received a called from a bank for promotion and they refer me by my dads name. I guess maybe they only have the detail that is my mobile phone number, IC and my surname. I actually corrected them say that is my dads name but i refuse to give my name. Simply because i just use the "Data Protection Act". 

Saturday, March 30, 2013


I always say Confident as in "Condifent". Its start with a joke actually until few incident i guess it does have a sarcasm behind it. I define Condifent as in beyond than overconfident in this case. 

This morning, i actually went to the Taman TAR for jogging. 2 reasons behind it, first reason is because of exercise after 1 whole week i didnt get chance to do it at my hometown because of no running shoe and tired because of the kenduri (excuse much...ngehehehehehee). then the other reason is because i can "cuci mata" where is i got lucky, there is some candy eye doing some jogging as well (yummy). 

Back to the condifent issue, right on the way back i just drive one round at the park to have last call of cuci mata moment. Suddenly, i saw 3 "kakaks" are about to start jogging. One of them wear really short parts,  and over-show singlet with while talking so loud and walk so lenggang kangkung i was like aiyoooohhhhhhh so condifent ok. 


Friday, March 22, 2013

Am sorry.

Am sorry, or sorry or please forgive me is a simple word with a big meaning if you mean it. No need to explain when and how to use it anymore cause everybody knows about it i guess for the early years they can speak. 

But in this case i should remind that sorry should come from your heart and thats mean you "mean it". Some people are just simply say it for the sake of not prolonged the issue or the sour situation. However, they actually don't realized it, the impact is not to the person who say sorry, but to the other person.  

As for me, its ok to forgive but then to forget its not easy. 

think about it.  

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

French Language

I just love french language. The way it pronunciation, the masculine feminine and adjective and everything inside it sound so unique. Others proclaimed that language is the romantic language but i guess Italian is more romance and romantic compared to french people. 

I actually learned french language during my diploma years but well, like people always said, if you not practice it, you definitely cant master it and speak fluently. Same goes with other language or foreign language. 

I hope one day i could speak french very fluently. I knew one day, there will be an opportunity to have it. 

Till then, Au Revoir Monsieur Madam.  

When am hungry

I dont know about other person but as for me, when im hungry, my character almost quickly can change to the bad temper very fast. My responding to the people can be sacarstic like hell. Cant help it cause make of who i am.

My friends know me as a simple, patience and alway crack a stupid jokes. but when they know that am hungry, all those thing wont be in my life-hungry-situation dictionary. And normally all this thing will happen during at the restaurant. And the inefficient waiter and slow service always kena.

ngeehhehehehehehehehe what can i say, thats who i am.

Cheers anak kambing.

Monday, February 11, 2013


Hey there...... 

Its been awhile i have not update any posting here. Merely because i have no idea (READ:Lazy) to post. I just look at my blog then go. 

When we talk about changing new year, definitely it surely will goes with the new resolution. Sadly and yes, i have to admit that i have no resolution for this year. Don't know what happen and what went wrong cause i do remember thinking what resolution that i need to accomplished, and yet......... the dream and thinking about the dream does not finish and have 1 big resolution. I have to start think about it and try my hard to accomplished it. 

Not to share it here. NO Not because of the jinx but I guess i better do it in a traditional way and keep it for myself to know about it. I will share it how have i accomplish it or not. 

Pray very hard " i do have the 2013 resolution" 

Yes. I would and i could.