Al Fatihah.....

Yesterday i got sad news from my mom that my close friends mom passed away. Straight away i called my friend to confirm on the cause of death and spread the news to our close friends.

Sad to hear the death news but then definitely the death will be come to us no matter how and when. Kind of speachless and silence of the shocking news cause we are close. My friends family is close to me and all of us. Definitely after this the situation will not be the same.

I guess that also will happen to me no matter how. Either im the one who die first or die later. I guess im ready for it. But what should i answer if the death angle asking me? maybe the truth of what have i done in my throughout life.

Al Fatihah to my friend's mom- Ramzul Ikhsan b. Mohd Hashim. Hope she will be rest in peace.

Amin.

Stress........

I dont know how to say this, but then this is the first time doctor tell me that im in stress!.

Its kind of weird cause i actually dont know what stress mean and how does it attack on me...... and now it really happen. For the past 1 week i kind of blur..... hard for me to go for No.2 and i have a back pain, muscle pain, hard to take a breath and bla bla bla..... seriously i dont know am in stress........ i thought thats normal........

i went to clinic yesterday and i tell whats happen to me and he do the check up...... he said, im in stress....... stress of work..... gosh....... kind of awkward cause this is the first time happen to me......

I dont mind with the chest pain, muscle pain, but what bothers me is hard for me to take a breath........ its like something stopping me to inhale very deep...... so, doc give the No 2 medicine and now am ok........

yeah, its true im in stress...... ehehehehehe........ ok ok ok i need to be calm...... Holiday perhaps...... where could it be.......

Singapore........ hummmmmmmm thats sounds a brilliant idea........No not for shopping ok........

i tell you when i have decide something.......

Till then, cheers

Empty

Seriously for sure i really dont know what to say and what to type. My mind is empty and i have no idea what to write.

Read others blog, read forwarded email, read magazines and others, but then still no clue what actually should i write. Some of the blogger tells about the silence moment, about holiday, about makan-makan, about love, bout their children, jokes, and many more.

But then me, i have no clue. Finally now i have a clue about the creative people like artist, writers, designers or the reporter like stuck in the middle of nowhere and their mind and thinking is blank.

Maybe i guess silence is the nice way to be and focus on what i have to urge like working............ At this moment i just keep quite until i have the idea what to say..........

Owh.....................................

You know what, i went to see my friend yesterday and see the rehearsal of the Honda Jazz at KL Convention Center. I will story you guys whats is all about it this afternoon. But now i really need to stop and start my work,

Till then, trulu....................Cheers