Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Satisfaction

What actually satisfied you in your life.........

Have a thought bout it.....

Till then, cheers

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Time Management

Time definitely important.......... if not why ancient people keep on saying Time is Gold, Time is money and anything la about Time.......

By time, people can see and judge what kind of person you are...... by time they will know whether you are the honest, hardworking, smart, lame, not respect and anything they can related with person and time......and by time as well people can make an excuse...........

Let me tell you a story......

My ex significant other always told me about the punctuality. Be punctual in other words. Well, i manage to follow after one incident where at that time im in the position of uncomfortable. I make a promise to my significant other want to met at 6. But then about 5, my close fren came and pay a visit. The visit drag long and cause of that my significant other at that time have to wait. Angry is the answer given to me and i learn my lesson cause what have i done.

At that time, i had a difficulty to say No. of refuse cause i have another thing. I always try to please people even though my heart say no....... how was that. My ex give me a chance and after 3 month relationship guess what happen..............

The punctuality broke again. I was late for a meeting with my ex where am suppose to met my ex by 7 and 6.45 pm i still at home. I try to go as fast as can be and hectic traffic jam put me in the loop. My bad that day, it really bad traffic jam. Not my fault. its nature but still angry is the answer. Cause of that, My ex lost the trust of my punctuality, and our relationship start to get shake.

So, what can we learn from this issue..........

1. When we make a promise, please make it happen. Even ur fren or relative came for sudden, please tell them that you have to attend meeting or if necessary cancel the meeting. Please inform to the other party.
2. Please do not underestimate of nature and traffic jam. It can bring way.................. a major problem if you dont be carefully bout it.
3. Please do not make any assumption. Give a call for confirmation.
4. If you cant make it, please tell, dont keep quite or ignore person who make promise call. Its definitely RUDE.
5. Late for about 15 minutes is acceptable. 1 hr........ No way.
6. If you're invited for a party, and the host insist you to come, please attend or show face. cause it definitely bring a big smile and they actually hoping you to come.
7. There more, but am only can think about this only at this moment.

So guys, Think like this, what will happen you on that person shoe............

till then, Cheers

Friendship

I actually don't have any idea what to type, but then my mind recall on the title word Friendship and what does it mean to me................

I start to understand what friendship means when i was in uni............. how does it happen its like this........

When i was in uni, i met someone, basically this person has the history where i don't even know this fella. So we kind of close and there a few incident happen that could make the new spread all around university. The horrible news about me..............

I was shock with what happen and at the same time bit by bit all friends that i have start to stay away from me..... how was that. At that moment i realised who is my friend and who is truly my friends.

Friends actually can be anybody, but then what will happen when you in trouble or need help. True friends are the one who came to you, help you and give you support. No matter how bad it can be, they are willing to give their hands and support you from back. That's what we call TRUE FRIENDS.

So, which position you would like to be...... have a thought bout it.

Till then, Cheers

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Officially Single

Did you remember i keep on saying about few stupid things for the past few weeks. Obviously what i have done is totally wrong even though my intention is good. Cause of that its hurt my significant other feeling so bad and he officially said that we are just can only be friends..........

Its really bad news for me but then i have to accept the decision and swallow it. Its hard but i take all the consequences of what i have done. At first i cant take the fact but then i have to accept it whether i like it or not.

Last nite i went out with my good friends Fiza, only with her. We start with hang out at Skybar for an hour, then move to melting pot cafe at Concorde for a late supper cause fiza is starving and then move to Luna bar. Send fiza to Sunway and reach home by 4 am.

We chat, share and talk..............

I guess thats all i could share with you all rite now, but then i can say one thing from what i have experience and learn over ere...........

1. Honest
2. Be strong
3. Trust your love one
4. Stop doing stupid thing


Be nice to all and be good.

Till then, cheers

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

De Javu

Hehehehehehehe,

Dont know whether i ever experience it or not but then definitely am not going to talk bout the spooky thingy at this moment.

What i want to share with you all is this part..........

Part of my new job work assignment is meeting client for the Yearly Marketing activities. I have to call lot of merchandiser and arrange a meeting. One of it is this person where when we talk via phone i have a strong feeling he is " the kind " person but definitely i dont want to make a judgement and let see whats happen.

Then yesterday i went and see this fella. I have to wait at waiting area and he came.............. Not just my predict is true but then way obvious...........whahahahahahah funny thing is this fella i knew him at one of the well known fitness center. He with his activities and mine as well and the best part is we never talk to each other.

How was that.

Till then, Cheers

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Last nite

To be frank, i had bad experience. Lot of things happen within last week and this week. Hope it will give me a lesson and my significant other could give me a chance of what have i done.

I really, really learn my lesson even though its really hard to take it but then to make things better i really really need to take it.............should i say swallow it............

After work, i met up with my best friends fiza. We share and chat lots of things. Main reason i met her is cause my other school mate want to met us to give a wedding card. " Wedding Card"........... he's gonna get married. He said its time for him to get string attached. Glad to hear that.


After that, i send fiza home and met another x-office mate. This time at bangsar at D'haven. Coincidentally, i met this fella a waiter where he used to work at Screaming Banana at Phileo Damansara. Chat, take picture, catch up few things and am trying to have fun............. but then i cant because i still miss my significant other. I miss a lot. I really feels bad of what have i done and definitely i blame to myself.

I really feels empty.

Please help me, please help. I need help.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

First Day...

Today is my first day at a New place.......... at first am quite nervous but then it went well and looking forward to have a new day tomorrow. The not so good is woke up early in the morning and face through the Jam............. so don't liky..........kuikuikuikui

And

Am pray very hard to Allah that this will goes well in the future.

Till then, Cheers

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

So not me......

As i mentioned previous post, i have discover that am not being me............ I have turn myself a mood swinger and because of that i have hurt many people especially my significant other . Its actually beyond my control and i totally upset with myself..........

Due to that, what i did is..... I make a surprise plan......... i went to Cherating. Starts from Saturday morning at Bus Station Pekeliling and go straight to Kuantan. Supposedly, i could get bus direct to cherating, but then i was late, so i have to take bus to kuantan and take a cab to cherating. I have make a reservation and i spend 2 night over there.

Over there, in fact during the journey. I keep on thinking about what have i done and what should i do to bring my significant other trust. Well, i have decide one one thing. I have to turn to Me again. By that, i can control myself.

You see, i have change from a nerd, slow, blur, childish and annoying guy to a different person. I have turn to a confident person, know what am i doing and basically as a matured man la......... but being and human sometimes i tend to forget what i have and do a stupid thing. I have notice it and seriously be frank im not a good person lately. I have promise to myself that i try my level best not to hurt my significant other feelings and improve myself.

I already back from Cherating and met my significant other and say how i love and miss my love significant other and promise myself not to hurt my significant other. I hope that will do.

I guess this will do enough.

Till then, Cheers

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Theater.....

Talk a bout theater, it remind me of 2 incident...........

First time,
When i was at Uni and my friend bring me to watch play..... Its a Malay act and start from that i totally love it........just watch but not join the play..............

Second time,
I went to another charity play organised by HSBC for Aids Foundation............ Its a mix English and Malay. I really love the play and i still can remember some parts of it. Its basically about the awareness of the Aids and what can we do to make to better in the future. I would like to highlight i about my ex-significant other.......

After the play, there's a Q&A session.......and they asked about government support and the current situation......... My ex did not agree with the answer and get angry...........after that my ex give a sour face to me........ i asked what happen and why?

My ex answer "Kalau tak nak kena aids, jangan jd gay........." i was shock and straight i slam to my ex said "this play is about awareness .......... doesn't involve anything about gay or what........ how do you feel when this thing happen to you...? My ex offend with my answer and get angry with it............. Definitely i pissed off with my ex that nite..........and i still can remember what happen that nite incident........

Please guys, as i said before, think first before say cause if its out you never can take it back..........Be careful with your word my dear..........

Till then, Cheers

My Birthday........

Dear Guys,

Today is my Birthday........ kekekekekekeke, well for the past 2 years what happen to me is so sad......... i was sick.......... i got fever flu and i celebrate it at home........... how was that....... in fact this year i went to Grik for the Kayak and New Year Eve....... i was sick as well........ Thank god, He give me chance to experience Kayak over there.... if not, i have to come again and do kayak again....... kuikuikui

Back to my birthday celebration......... well it was ok but meaningful. why do i say that..........here's the story.........

I woke up as usual.....but the unusual is, there about 5 Birthday wishes in my Massage....... My significant other already wish me Birthday bout 11 pm last nite...... My first Birthday Wish ......... ( sambil tersenyum.........whahahahhahaha) . then i received several call as well wishing me Birthday............ How good i feel today. Then my good buddy fiza text me asked where am i....... i said am at home, i dont have any plan yet and i really want be at home only.........so she said, wait for her to come over....... i asked where. Am not going anywhere.........she said she will be comin to my house........... i said ok, come la..........

On the dot bout 2.10pm, i asked my brother to open the door. She came in and i was about to do Zuhur Prayer........ finish pray, get ready and come down................ I got a surprise......... My significant other was there as well................. im stun and shock ........... definitely am happy................ the best birthday gift for this year........... basically me and my significant other had a several issue where i have done something till hurt feeling episode........... seriously, i never want to make thins things happen and i never mean to be like this........... I really love my significant other and definitely the Priority is to my significant other.

Well, they bring me a cake and we cut cake and eat and share some stories............. i never forget it mate...... really make me smile. Then, we went out and had lunch as i just had steam cocktail for my breakfast only. the play bowling...............

While play bowling, my brother called and asked me to send his son to tuition. I cant do it cause i have promised to go theater.......... Patung Kertas.......he piss off and i guess he tell to my mom and my mom scolded me cause if that incident.............well its like this, i ok to help my brother or anybody, but then come on......... please tell me earlier...... so that i could plan my move.........after my mom scolded me, it really spoil my mood. Other of my fren wan to met up and we had a tea at mamak.........then send fiza and my significant other to LRT station....... still my mood not ok........ i decide to stop at KLCC Masjid and prayed and calm myself...........

Then i went to Matic for Theater................ met some of my friends and the play really good............ i seriously like it...........will do more for watch theater in the future............

I hope you like it mate

Till then, Cheers