Catch up with friend

Went back home after work yesterday quite late. On the way back, i gave a call to one of my close friends and pick him up from his office.

As usual, being a good buddy he asked me how am i doing and share few things like what he do on weekend, his life and his problem. One of the question, he asked me bout my love. I have to tell him the truth bout my relationship where we are no longer attached to each other. No need to further the conversation. Just enough only me and a very close person know how break up happen and what cause of my break up.

Even in this blog, the story i tell just a shallow on the break up story. Then, when he knew that i already break up, he said that he has the kind of feeling this situation will be happen. Not he wish this things happen but then the sense is there. He gave an explanation what do he feels why my relationship will end up with break up. Partially he got the point. Am not saying what he said is 100% true but some of the point he hit to the right point.

When im think it back, why after the break up our close friends would tell. Not before. Is it because they dont want to hurt his friends feelings cause seeing his friends is in love? Afraid that their friendship with destroy cause of saying what he feels. or what.........

This situation happen before when previously before i attached with my ex significant other, bout my ex. When i introduce my ex to most of my friends, they accept it and say pity me cause they say i deserved to have better person but not with my ex. Not just pity, but with other reason match to the situation. I knew all this stories and their concern only after when i told them that im no longer with my ex.

But only my blog partner tell straight away what do he feels about all my relationship since with my ex and with my ex significant other. He tell bout how my ex cheat me even in front of me, how my ex significant other treat me. I took it his advice and analyse on the situation. My best buddy Fiza, did the same thing. I really appreciate that.

being me and being a basic human, we tend to ignore all the advice even though we already know bout it. Why, just because of the simple 4 letter word...... L O V E. Its really totally true with LOVE, we tend to forget, blind, argue, fight ignore, stupid and anything bad involve with it. And with LOVE as well it remind, hold, bind, best feeling, happy, cherish , smart and anything best involve with it. Its really need guts to the person who in LOVE to see what situation involved in.

For me, i still know what is my focus and priority and only with the experience that i gain from several incident matured me and help me to see who i am and what do i want to be. What bout you guys.....

Till then, cheers

Weekend - Saturday

Woke up by 10.00 am, lepak till noon. At the mean time i finish the laundry. Thank god with the technology there's invention called Washing Machine. kekekekekekekeke.

I went out with this fella, his name is Khai or kay. Nice person but definitely don't judge person at the first met. Dangerous cause you might not know what will happen in the future. Nothing much to tell except went for a late lunch together with his housemate and accompany him to cut his hair. ( OK guys, i know you think that seem like i want to find a replace for the ex significant other......... but no am not. To be frank, i still love him and i really wish he will be back to me)

After that bout 6 i went out with my adik angkat Naz. We went to Federal hotel for the SuperModelWorld contest. Yes guys, supermodel. But transgender ok.......... Pondan drag. Seriously, you will shock when you see cause some of them really transform. See it first you will know what i mean.

I really had fun, not just the event but then of what i saw. Mengutuk baju toksah cakap la kan. cara jalan and banyak lagi ah.......

After the event finish, went to Lanson Place where Suresh Kumar Naidu and the gang stay and we had a chat and bring up all the uum and ghost stories. Really man......... seronok giler dengan bilik dia, their bed........ urgh.......... i want to do it again. when....... Hmmmmmmm will see when. whahahahahahaha. I accidentally sleep till i terjaga and no body not there already. macam mana nie. Went back home by 6, and pray subuh and continue sleep till 12.30. whahahahhahahaa, nasib baik semayang subuh. Kalau tak...... keekekekekekekekkekekeke , alah, macam tak biasa......

Woke up, and just lay back. Still i have to go out cause i have promise with Dr Firdaus. We went to One Utama cause he want to find the jeans and hook me as well to buy a cargo crew long pants and really gorgeous shirt. I really love that shirt. seriously. If i know how to upload the pic, i will put it in. After that, send him to pudu station cause he want to go back to Ipoh and back by 10.00. Tired but then i really enjoy my weekend.

How bout your weekend babe...........

till then, Cheers

Weekend

Its start from friday nite where i met up with my ex significant other to give back his things that he gave to me. At the mean time, he asked me to pick him up at Seputeh Condo and straight to his place.

Being him, to me, he's always him. With the cheer face, cheer and nice with any outfits. Thats his speciality. I guess thats one of the point why i attract to him. I have to take the fact of what i have before with him.

He direct me to his new place. Its actually an old place. The building and the area kind of rural. Surprisingly, its really cooling. Space is big and with the right arrangement and right furniture, it does look so nice. He offer me to stay a night with him, but then i have to say no. There are few factor why i have to say no, one of it i dont want to bring a bad impression to other household in the house. Orang melayu cakap, tak mahu timbulkan syak wasangka.

Then i left about 11 am and met my friend at Bandar Tasik Selatan and after that straight to My hang out place at Taman Bunga Raya, Malis. Met Muja, Fenda and others. But most of the time, me, muja and fenda and halim. Chat, Mengutuk mengata, update any news and follow with umpat and add some spice to make the story fun to hear. I found out that Muja already break up with his significant other......." way to go Muja, you should do that long time ago........"

Back home by 3 am and get as sleep straight away........ by how.... hmmmmmm not even a piece of cloth. I loike....whahahahahahaha i wish...... only applicable if special person sleep beside me ok.

Observation

Lets put it this way,

Normally, when we're so happy or too satisfied of what we had at that point, we never tried to look back or appreciate of what we have until somethings bad happen to our lives. I guess it happen to me. Ignore and being thinking that those things is not important to you always make it habit..

After the break up thingy, im actually start to understand bit by bit of what had happen to me of the past. what have i done, what is my focus, what things that i need etc etc. To be honest, when im in love or in relationship, i tend to forget my good buddy, my family ( cause im afraid that they might know what is my hidden activities, my friends and the environment. Not to say they are no longer exist when im in relationship, but then i kind da put a distance on it. I still go out with them, hang out but then the boundary is there.

When break up happen, i feel lost. Feels like no body wants to be with me and am alone in this world. The Almighty is always a fair to us. He always know what to do and understand. To be frank, when im at this position, i start to understand and trying to fix it i suppose and make it right after all the wrong things i have done.

This basically is my small journal that when i look it back, a reminder to me. i hope this will work.

Have a thought about it.

Till then, cheers

Satisfaction

What actually satisfied you in your life.........

Have a thought bout it.....

Till then, cheers

Time Management

Time definitely important.......... if not why ancient people keep on saying Time is Gold, Time is money and anything la about Time.......

By time, people can see and judge what kind of person you are...... by time they will know whether you are the honest, hardworking, smart, lame, not respect and anything they can related with person and time......and by time as well people can make an excuse...........

Let me tell you a story......

My ex significant other always told me about the punctuality. Be punctual in other words. Well, i manage to follow after one incident where at that time im in the position of uncomfortable. I make a promise to my significant other want to met at 6. But then about 5, my close fren came and pay a visit. The visit drag long and cause of that my significant other at that time have to wait. Angry is the answer given to me and i learn my lesson cause what have i done.

At that time, i had a difficulty to say No. of refuse cause i have another thing. I always try to please people even though my heart say no....... how was that. My ex give me a chance and after 3 month relationship guess what happen..............

The punctuality broke again. I was late for a meeting with my ex where am suppose to met my ex by 7 and 6.45 pm i still at home. I try to go as fast as can be and hectic traffic jam put me in the loop. My bad that day, it really bad traffic jam. Not my fault. its nature but still angry is the answer. Cause of that, My ex lost the trust of my punctuality, and our relationship start to get shake.

So, what can we learn from this issue..........

1. When we make a promise, please make it happen. Even ur fren or relative came for sudden, please tell them that you have to attend meeting or if necessary cancel the meeting. Please inform to the other party.
2. Please do not underestimate of nature and traffic jam. It can bring way.................. a major problem if you dont be carefully bout it.
3. Please do not make any assumption. Give a call for confirmation.
4. If you cant make it, please tell, dont keep quite or ignore person who make promise call. Its definitely RUDE.
5. Late for about 15 minutes is acceptable. 1 hr........ No way.
6. If you're invited for a party, and the host insist you to come, please attend or show face. cause it definitely bring a big smile and they actually hoping you to come.
7. There more, but am only can think about this only at this moment.

So guys, Think like this, what will happen you on that person shoe............

till then, Cheers

Friendship

I actually don't have any idea what to type, but then my mind recall on the title word Friendship and what does it mean to me................

I start to understand what friendship means when i was in uni............. how does it happen its like this........

When i was in uni, i met someone, basically this person has the history where i don't even know this fella. So we kind of close and there a few incident happen that could make the new spread all around university. The horrible news about me..............

I was shock with what happen and at the same time bit by bit all friends that i have start to stay away from me..... how was that. At that moment i realised who is my friend and who is truly my friends.

Friends actually can be anybody, but then what will happen when you in trouble or need help. True friends are the one who came to you, help you and give you support. No matter how bad it can be, they are willing to give their hands and support you from back. That's what we call TRUE FRIENDS.

So, which position you would like to be...... have a thought bout it.

Till then, Cheers